how disconnected i can feel on the ground
ambiguity.
i cry. and worry. i fuuuurrrreeeeak out [internally].
why?
i'm oh so very easily attatched. like a lego.
'whatdidido?' on a staticy loop in my brain, occasionally coming out of my mouth.
then, a previous voice from a previous conversation pops up. the answer to the above question, in a previous situation. "no, it was nothing you did at all, but..." suffice it to say without my doing, the situation still weren't in my favor.
eeehhhck.
it could be nothing
[but me being neurotic]
let us hope. by us i mean me of course.
memo to self: breathe, fool!
go go gadget crypticblahblahshit.
i cry. and worry. i fuuuurrrreeeeak out [internally].
why?
i'm oh so very easily attatched. like a lego.
'whatdidido?' on a staticy loop in my brain, occasionally coming out of my mouth.
then, a previous voice from a previous conversation pops up. the answer to the above question, in a previous situation. "no, it was nothing you did at all, but..." suffice it to say without my doing, the situation still weren't in my favor.
eeehhhck.
it could be nothing
[but me being neurotic]
let us hope. by us i mean me of course.
memo to self: breathe, fool!
go go gadget crypticblahblahshit.