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Urghhh last night was weird. I feel like I only write when things are going bad for me, which I guess is a good thing, but it kinda gives a bad impression I think but whatever. In regard to my last entry, I mean I do feel sad about not having the same type of relationships with people anymore, but I thought I should just add that I know things go on and people can't just sit around and mope because I am not there. Obviously I would prefer if that didn't happen. I just want to say to all my friends, even ones that don't read my livejournal, even ones that I have been horrible at communicating with this year so far, and even ones that I do talk to frequently or infrequently, or whatever, i still think about and care for you all deeply, even if I don't call just to say hi or if I don't respond to messages right away or if i don't leave comments on facebook or livejournal. I feel like I've said this a million times, but maybe I haven't and I have just thought it a million times. Maybe it seems like to other people that I have moved on and i have forgotten about people, and it is my fault for severed ties or whatever. And maybe that's true I just wish it wasn't. I just hope everyone knows, even people that I don't talk to often, that I will always be here for you no matter what has changed in our lives. I wish we could be a more active part of each others' lives as well, but obviously we are all really busy and that's not possible, and that's ok.