RIP Chris
May 2, 2005
when i look back at the good times what were they was i high was i happy i look back and think would i have done things different and then i realize i would i would stop myself from doing harm to those that i loved i would not be harmed when someone doesnt like me instead of fealing abandoned i would feel respected i would be honest with you and i would be honest with me i would have never put the needle in or further back i would have denied the line or the puff i would try to obey my parents i would still wish they were there but i wouldnt have pushed them out of my life i would be happy or would i i would have graduated i would have had a home i would have shown up for myself and those that have shown up for me i would be there to comfort you like you did for me even through your own struggles i would have loved you all back i would have loved myself i would have told you what was really happening to me i would have been sure i wouldnt of been left behind i would nt have ran from the cops i wouldnt have gone to jail i would have completed my probation and all that came with it i wouldnt have tried to get you to get me high i would have excepted you for who you are i want to be like you i want to react like you i want to be me without the pain i am me i am loving i am honest dependable but only bacause i cant change the past i had to rebuil it all and my empire is still weak but it is still being built thank you all for the second chance at this amusing thing called life
-Chris
Rest in peace Chris. I remember when I first met Chris it was at the piercing place, and he thought it was funny how I was scared to get my ears pierced. Later that day we met for tea, and it turned out we had alot more in common then I thought we would. I will miss our coffee meets and phone talks. I will miss your hugs and your advice. I will miss your stories and your crazy fashion style. I will miss how you were optimistic about everything... I will miss you. I wish I would of told you how much you meant to me. You were a great friend and im going to miss you.
when i look back at the good times what were they was i high was i happy i look back and think would i have done things different and then i realize i would i would stop myself from doing harm to those that i loved i would not be harmed when someone doesnt like me instead of fealing abandoned i would feel respected i would be honest with you and i would be honest with me i would have never put the needle in or further back i would have denied the line or the puff i would try to obey my parents i would still wish they were there but i wouldnt have pushed them out of my life i would be happy or would i i would have graduated i would have had a home i would have shown up for myself and those that have shown up for me i would be there to comfort you like you did for me even through your own struggles i would have loved you all back i would have loved myself i would have told you what was really happening to me i would have been sure i wouldnt of been left behind i would nt have ran from the cops i wouldnt have gone to jail i would have completed my probation and all that came with it i wouldnt have tried to get you to get me high i would have excepted you for who you are i want to be like you i want to react like you i want to be me without the pain i am me i am loving i am honest dependable but only bacause i cant change the past i had to rebuil it all and my empire is still weak but it is still being built thank you all for the second chance at this amusing thing called life
-Chris
Rest in peace Chris. I remember when I first met Chris it was at the piercing place, and he thought it was funny how I was scared to get my ears pierced. Later that day we met for tea, and it turned out we had alot more in common then I thought we would. I will miss our coffee meets and phone talks. I will miss your hugs and your advice. I will miss your stories and your crazy fashion style. I will miss how you were optimistic about everything... I will miss you. I wish I would of told you how much you meant to me. You were a great friend and im going to miss you.