So many pages to rewrite
So I finished editing or more over going over my what I've written so far. Changing this or that, like it or loathing the words on the page. Then finishing and starting to make my changes and hating past Marci for making so many changes damn it!!!
But you know I really like where I'm going with it. I mean, its a story I've always thought of or day dreamed of in classes in college and high school, I have school spirals with pages or side notes of this story written. My greatest concern was the scene where they meet for the first time. I wrote it and I reread it and hated it! so I changed it all that's going to be the biggest pain in my ass when I get to it. I'll kick and scream through it but in the end I'll be able to face myself in the morning(or afternoon) for writing what I truly wanted and not just choking out something to say it's done. Though we'll see I'm only page three of redoing it and I can see that its going to take me some time to do it all. It's good though cause rereading and rewriting I'm motivated to continue and write more chapters.
Oh well it's only two thirty in the morning I should get back to my writing and not bitching about it.
But you know I really like where I'm going with it. I mean, its a story I've always thought of or day dreamed of in classes in college and high school, I have school spirals with pages or side notes of this story written. My greatest concern was the scene where they meet for the first time. I wrote it and I reread it and hated it! so I changed it all that's going to be the biggest pain in my ass when I get to it. I'll kick and scream through it but in the end I'll be able to face myself in the morning(or afternoon) for writing what I truly wanted and not just choking out something to say it's done. Though we'll see I'm only page three of redoing it and I can see that its going to take me some time to do it all. It's good though cause rereading and rewriting I'm motivated to continue and write more chapters.
Oh well it's only two thirty in the morning I should get back to my writing and not bitching about it.