Looking back......
Two years ago today you came into my world and forever changed it. Oh why do I still care for you even after everything? I still remember every second of that day; the excitement, the nervous feeling in my stomach...the program and fire drill we had that day. Opened my locker to discover someone heading my way, ripped paper with a phone number written on it.....
Two years...at times I wondered if it was all worth it, but would I take it back? No...I wouldn't be the same person I am right now writing this if I had never cared for you. Time goes by so slowly...but so fast, like a dream. I miss you, I want to scream your name at the top of my lungs until you hear me and come running back. I didn't head the warnings, thought I could handle it.
Two years...and I still don't even know who you are. The one who loved guitar and was the walking dictionary, so smart, but so dumb. God--the feelings running in my head right now are indescribable. A love like no other without ever really giving or getting anything in return.
Two years and the memories still make me laugh, still make me cry. You outside my window with tears in your eyes, the rivalry basketball game that forever gave my bragging rights, our picnics at the lake. You're such a terrific person--why do you do the things you do to hurt yourself?
Two years later....and we're not together.
Two years later....but I still care.
Two years later....and I'm sitting here writing this wondering where you are. Not really knowing, but caring just the same.
Two years later.....
Two years...at times I wondered if it was all worth it, but would I take it back? No...I wouldn't be the same person I am right now writing this if I had never cared for you. Time goes by so slowly...but so fast, like a dream. I miss you, I want to scream your name at the top of my lungs until you hear me and come running back. I didn't head the warnings, thought I could handle it.
Two years...and I still don't even know who you are. The one who loved guitar and was the walking dictionary, so smart, but so dumb. God--the feelings running in my head right now are indescribable. A love like no other without ever really giving or getting anything in return.
Two years and the memories still make me laugh, still make me cry. You outside my window with tears in your eyes, the rivalry basketball game that forever gave my bragging rights, our picnics at the lake. You're such a terrific person--why do you do the things you do to hurt yourself?
Two years later....and we're not together.
Two years later....but I still care.
Two years later....and I'm sitting here writing this wondering where you are. Not really knowing, but caring just the same.
Two years later.....