Dreams
I had the weirdest dream the other day, strange because it refelcts some of my fears that I've been living with lately.
The thing I remember the most was I was in a dorm, I had gone down stairs and apparently me and Keri go to the same school, and I walk in her room and there she and Jen are. And I was totally surprised, and so were they, like they hadn't been expecting to see me - when in fact I just lived on the second floor. I was so angry - I mean why hadn't they bothered to tell me Jen was going to be in town? I remember walking out of Keri's room and walking back to my room. I shut my self away and I think my boyfirend might have been with me. But I don't really recall I just know I felt so very lost and numb. Like I'd been cast out.
It hurt.
I just wantedto share that. Not to make anyone pity me or reassure me... just... to share. I wanted to get it off my chest.
Carolyn
The thing I remember the most was I was in a dorm, I had gone down stairs and apparently me and Keri go to the same school, and I walk in her room and there she and Jen are. And I was totally surprised, and so were they, like they hadn't been expecting to see me - when in fact I just lived on the second floor. I was so angry - I mean why hadn't they bothered to tell me Jen was going to be in town? I remember walking out of Keri's room and walking back to my room. I shut my self away and I think my boyfirend might have been with me. But I don't really recall I just know I felt so very lost and numb. Like I'd been cast out.
It hurt.
I just wantedto share that. Not to make anyone pity me or reassure me... just... to share. I wanted to get it off my chest.
Carolyn