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man...i actually feel bad for what i did...
still do,and always will.
for how things progressiely got worse and worse.
but now...i cant help but wonder...
does she feel bad about any of this? does she feel bad AT ALL for what she continues to do to further incite me...tease me? make me realize what a great thing i lost/threw away. (who actually was running away from her problems before i was able to find her to ask her why)
or....has she SUCCESSFULLY MOVED ON IN LIFE WITHOUT THAT ASSHOLE I ONCE CARED ABOUT TO AN EXTENT SOME MAY CONFUSE FOR LOVE that enthused about her newfound interest and apparent LOVE for everyone in the state of TEXAS...her new favorite place in the whole wide world.
why should ever leave?
HOW could she ever be apart from her precious bastards again either?!?!
i mean...after how much they meant to her all the while she way so far away in beautiful (the sunsets are amazing!) but hot hurricane ridden florida...
"what i have learned in our time apart....a blessing in disguise tat brought me back to mmy rightful familiar surroundings i will forever call HOME!
TEXAS RULZ!
BRIAN SUCKS! i never loved him! i just wanted a job with teh blue men...hahaha
he made 1500 dollars a week when i met him and now makes 5 times less than that!
what a loser! ya know, Mum and Leah were all right...he aint ever gonna amount to nothing! "
GIRL POWER! PARTY TIL YA PUKE! YAY FOR TAKING ENGLISH TO THE BULL N BUSH...AKA THE MAGICAL PLACE OF JOY....IF ONLY I GOT THIS EXCITED OVER ANYTHING ELSE IN LIFE THAT DIDNT INVOLVE ALCOHOL..US LIMEYS LOVE OUR BEER! I LOVES ME TO DRINK! BUT I HATE WHEN PEOPLE SAY I DRINK TOO MUCH,TOO OFTEN! AND I HATE THAT MY AUNT DRINKS A GLASS OF WINE IN THE MORNING...GOD WHAT AN ALCOHOLIC!TALK ABOUT BEING IN DENIAL! DENY DENY DENY ALL YA WANT...THATS THE FIRST STEP IN REALIZING YOUR AN ALCOHOLIC...THAN FOLLOWED BY ACCEPTANCE.BUE REHAB IS FOR QUITTERS! AND THERAPY IS FOR PSYCHOS LIKE BRIAN WHO ATTACKED ME FOR NO REASON AT ALL! THAT COWARD! LIKE I DID ANYTHING AT ALL BESIDES SNOOP AROUND ON HIS ASS AND MAKE HIM FEEL BAD FOR NOT COMING FROM WORK RIGHT AWAY. GUILT TRIP CITY! HAHAHA FUCK HIM,GIRLS...YOU KNOW WHAT IM SAYIN! SHIT I THINK ILL START SMOKING AGAIN SO MAYBE HE CAN STOP WEARING HIS SEATBELT LIKE WE COMPROMISED ON! CAUSE I WISH HE WAS DEAD...THOUGH NOT FROM SUICIDE CAUSE THEN I WOULD HATE HIM FOREVER! BUT I STILL HATE NOW ANYWAY SO WHATS THE DIFFERENCE! HAHA! GOOD TIMES!
NOTHING EXCITED ME MORE ABOUT FLORIDA UPON HEARING THE SAD NEWS THAT THE BEST TACO PLACE IN THE WORLD CLOSED DOWN ...YET THEY HAD ABBOTT ALE! HOLY SHIT! BEER! GOOD BEER!
I COOK WITH BEER! I LIVE FOR BEER! I LOVE BEER MORE THAN LIFE! MORE THAN MEN!
AND DAMN SURE MORE THAN THAT FUCKING ASSHOLE BRIAN! ONE AND ONLY CANOLI MY ASS!
YOU ARE A DIME A DOZEN! AND I WILL SHOW HIM THAT I CAN MOVE ON AND BE STRONG AND FIND ME A NEW MAN TO MARRY AFTER A GOOD MONTH OR 2 OF SERIOUS INTERNET CHATTING AND PHONE CALLS AND A FEW WEEKS OF LIVING TOGETHER...SOME MIGHT SAY THATS TOO FAST...BUT FUCK THEM! I KNOW WHAT I WANT AND I PLAN ON GETTING IT,TAKING IT!COME HELL OR HIGH WATER,JUST LIKE I TOLD THAT CONTROLLING NAGGING BITCH ELLEN WHEN I FORCED MY WAY INTO MOVING TO FLORIDA WAY BEFORE BEING READY...BUT I AINT HIGH MAINTENANCE...THATS FOR SURE!
VIVA LOS BASTARDOS! (til we lose another theater due to lack of interest/revenue)
still do,and always will.
for how things progressiely got worse and worse.
but now...i cant help but wonder...
does she feel bad about any of this? does she feel bad AT ALL for what she continues to do to further incite me...tease me? make me realize what a great thing i lost/threw away. (who actually was running away from her problems before i was able to find her to ask her why)
or....has she SUCCESSFULLY MOVED ON IN LIFE WITHOUT THAT ASSHOLE I ONCE CARED ABOUT TO AN EXTENT SOME MAY CONFUSE FOR LOVE that enthused about her newfound interest and apparent LOVE for everyone in the state of TEXAS...her new favorite place in the whole wide world.
why should ever leave?
HOW could she ever be apart from her precious bastards again either?!?!
i mean...after how much they meant to her all the while she way so far away in beautiful (the sunsets are amazing!) but hot hurricane ridden florida...
"what i have learned in our time apart....a blessing in disguise tat brought me back to mmy rightful familiar surroundings i will forever call HOME!
TEXAS RULZ!
BRIAN SUCKS! i never loved him! i just wanted a job with teh blue men...hahaha
he made 1500 dollars a week when i met him and now makes 5 times less than that!
what a loser! ya know, Mum and Leah were all right...he aint ever gonna amount to nothing! "
GIRL POWER! PARTY TIL YA PUKE! YAY FOR TAKING ENGLISH TO THE BULL N BUSH...AKA THE MAGICAL PLACE OF JOY....IF ONLY I GOT THIS EXCITED OVER ANYTHING ELSE IN LIFE THAT DIDNT INVOLVE ALCOHOL..US LIMEYS LOVE OUR BEER! I LOVES ME TO DRINK! BUT I HATE WHEN PEOPLE SAY I DRINK TOO MUCH,TOO OFTEN! AND I HATE THAT MY AUNT DRINKS A GLASS OF WINE IN THE MORNING...GOD WHAT AN ALCOHOLIC!TALK ABOUT BEING IN DENIAL! DENY DENY DENY ALL YA WANT...THATS THE FIRST STEP IN REALIZING YOUR AN ALCOHOLIC...THAN FOLLOWED BY ACCEPTANCE.BUE REHAB IS FOR QUITTERS! AND THERAPY IS FOR PSYCHOS LIKE BRIAN WHO ATTACKED ME FOR NO REASON AT ALL! THAT COWARD! LIKE I DID ANYTHING AT ALL BESIDES SNOOP AROUND ON HIS ASS AND MAKE HIM FEEL BAD FOR NOT COMING FROM WORK RIGHT AWAY. GUILT TRIP CITY! HAHAHA FUCK HIM,GIRLS...YOU KNOW WHAT IM SAYIN! SHIT I THINK ILL START SMOKING AGAIN SO MAYBE HE CAN STOP WEARING HIS SEATBELT LIKE WE COMPROMISED ON! CAUSE I WISH HE WAS DEAD...THOUGH NOT FROM SUICIDE CAUSE THEN I WOULD HATE HIM FOREVER! BUT I STILL HATE NOW ANYWAY SO WHATS THE DIFFERENCE! HAHA! GOOD TIMES!
NOTHING EXCITED ME MORE ABOUT FLORIDA UPON HEARING THE SAD NEWS THAT THE BEST TACO PLACE IN THE WORLD CLOSED DOWN ...YET THEY HAD ABBOTT ALE! HOLY SHIT! BEER! GOOD BEER!
I COOK WITH BEER! I LIVE FOR BEER! I LOVE BEER MORE THAN LIFE! MORE THAN MEN!
AND DAMN SURE MORE THAN THAT FUCKING ASSHOLE BRIAN! ONE AND ONLY CANOLI MY ASS!
YOU ARE A DIME A DOZEN! AND I WILL SHOW HIM THAT I CAN MOVE ON AND BE STRONG AND FIND ME A NEW MAN TO MARRY AFTER A GOOD MONTH OR 2 OF SERIOUS INTERNET CHATTING AND PHONE CALLS AND A FEW WEEKS OF LIVING TOGETHER...SOME MIGHT SAY THATS TOO FAST...BUT FUCK THEM! I KNOW WHAT I WANT AND I PLAN ON GETTING IT,TAKING IT!COME HELL OR HIGH WATER,JUST LIKE I TOLD THAT CONTROLLING NAGGING BITCH ELLEN WHEN I FORCED MY WAY INTO MOVING TO FLORIDA WAY BEFORE BEING READY...BUT I AINT HIGH MAINTENANCE...THATS FOR SURE!
VIVA LOS BASTARDOS! (til we lose another theater due to lack of interest/revenue)