*just wants to curl up into a ball with montie and cry forever*
*sighhhhh*
I've been feeling awful for the last few days.
Not sicknessly,
but my Mind just wants to Scream and Shout and Yell at most of the things and people I've seen.
I feel so unconfident in my role at Fame, for some reason. I don't think the acting coach guy likes me, and I haven't receieved enough feedback of any type to know what to do in any of my scenes, or feel secure. AHH!!
Ehhh.... and I got my uni results back, and they make me wanna die.
And I've been cleaning my room, and rearranging things and this process has been rather destructive, long and horrible.
I'm considering dramatically flee-ing the country. But I haven't made hardly any money for the freak'n pain and hours I've put into my pathetic job - and most of it went to my shiny computer upgrades -- which have been a beacon of light seemingly.
What makes everything the most painful though, is I just can't seem to express myself. The pain is inarticulate.
Man-n I just want someone to ask me to do something. Something that involves leaving my job, and my home, and my degree - even if it's unemployment in greenland.
COME TO FAME PEOPLE!!!!!!
WOooooH!
Despite me possibly being awful (I don't know), the actual show will be GREAT!!!
-The_cannnnnnnnnnnnnnnabil
I've been feeling awful for the last few days.
Not sicknessly,
but my Mind just wants to Scream and Shout and Yell at most of the things and people I've seen.
I feel so unconfident in my role at Fame, for some reason. I don't think the acting coach guy likes me, and I haven't receieved enough feedback of any type to know what to do in any of my scenes, or feel secure. AHH!!
Ehhh.... and I got my uni results back, and they make me wanna die.
And I've been cleaning my room, and rearranging things and this process has been rather destructive, long and horrible.
I'm considering dramatically flee-ing the country. But I haven't made hardly any money for the freak'n pain and hours I've put into my pathetic job - and most of it went to my shiny computer upgrades -- which have been a beacon of light seemingly.
What makes everything the most painful though, is I just can't seem to express myself. The pain is inarticulate.
Man-n I just want someone to ask me to do something. Something that involves leaving my job, and my home, and my degree - even if it's unemployment in greenland.
COME TO FAME PEOPLE!!!!!!
WOooooH!
Despite me possibly being awful (I don't know), the actual show will be GREAT!!!
-The_cannnnnnnnnnnnnnnabil