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Hehehe hi livejournal. Aw we sound so distant now D: rofll what am i even talking about..
Sometimes i don't even know what the hell i'm doing in school. Yes i know i'm in school studying but my mind is always somewhere else unless i really like that teacher/subject like for example.. SS (haha samsoo(!!!) but he keeps talking about his life-story to us instead), English (We have no choice but to take work seriously cuz it's Ms Quek), Physics (I'm trying my best to keep myself continue liking Phys but they just had to put a trainee teacher in to ruin it. i miss Ms Neo tho she is demanding.. sigh), F&N (.. actually i do doze off to somewhere in lala land but still Mr Ong have ways to pull me back into his class), POA (Mr Teo CS. we just love to tease and make fun of his silly stupid irritating actions ^_^ our class and him just loves to fight with each other - which makes the lesson so fun! and that i couldn't just don't pay attention in POA classes right..) Geography.. Well Mdm Howe loves to "OI" us soooo much so that it's so irritating + her pop quiz/recap is scary BUT it's better than having another trainee teacher who treats us like. WHAT. primary school kids -__-
I really have no idea where am I in Chemistry and Maths. You know. Alright Chinese i wouldn't say anything since I purposely just dnw to listen to her but yah i should totally start listening now. D:
Chemistry.. The class is always talking, I'm always dozing off with Junlin. Ms Tan is nice but she.. Just can't really teach us well I feel. oukay i mean like maybe i'm just not paying attention despite how much i forced myself to open my eyes and brains. D: i'm falling so much behind BLEH. i just realise that chem is as fussy as math.
Maths.. Um.. Mdm Tan is awesome.. But I always just wanna fast-forward time in her class. She makes us write notes so much that i feel that i'm not even following and is just blindly copying. :|||| HOW SAD. ANDOK. I JUST FUCKING DONT FEEL FOR THIS SUBJECT NO MATTER WHAT ;_;!!!
Idek where is all my motivation for studies. I could remember me working so hard for the last term that i got results that i'm satisfied with. I don't even wanna lose all the great efforts i had made just because i'm lost and just as lazy as shit right now. I only know that i'm in school for the sake of it. GAH what a lonnnng rant for this... BOOORING.
The thing that keeps my life exciting - the 9boys + my friends. ♥
How should I help myself? To get out of this lost maze urgh -__-
Ou Baoxia prz just wake up from your lazy life and dream, make some effort przzzzzzzzz.
OUKAY. i'll visit lj more often if i could. Camping on twitter so much like as though i'm gna die there too.