Jul 15, 2005 07:28
do you ever feel like what you have is not enough, like no matter how wide you can spread your wings the winds affect you to much and no matter how much you try you can never make it, that problems that come up arise higher than you can fly, or that no matter how strong you are; temptation, failure, disappointment is always going to be stronger, that no rock you stand on can keep you from being knocked off by the waves of life.
this is how i feel, i know within my heart God is stronger than any problem i have but some times i am swollowed by the pride that makes me human. and i guess i feel i stray off and try to handle problems on my own.
i got a speeding ticket the other day 230 dollars. i am moving to cali. in less than two weeks and i do not have enough money, and also my roommate i was suppost to have just bailed out on me. my family are comming up with all these finacial problems, my grandma might have to get a job, and im wondering if i should just stay and help out or should i follow my dreams. i feel sofficated man i need some help, encouragement maybe. but you know i feel deep within me i am in Gods will so im going to keep doing it. for those reading this could you pray for me i would appreciate it.