let's not disappoint/shit ourselvesthe_bustoidMarch 3 2006, 18:30:30 UTC
"I remain to deserve more!" Thomas, if this is you, this is the sentence I am the most disappointed with, as it is a syntactic nightmare, and I hope you were drunk. "I have cried broken pieces of you," is a very close second, but is technically correct, however puzzling (pieces of what, damnit?). Plus, I think it's funny.
Whoever this is, I probably loved you, too, if only as a friend, and I'd probably like to be friends again. Unfortunately for you (or fortunately, depending on who you ask, and if they are an asshole), I am very much attached currently and unavailable for sexiness with you. Chances are, however, that, if we were close, I miss you and would love to have you back in my life.
Whatever I did to wrong you, it probably was wrong, and I most likely regret it. I am painfully aware of my past transgressions, and would probably make it up to you if you'd let me (as long as it doesn't involve monetary compensation [sorry]). I can be the first to admit I have done some really shitty things, and will probably do some more shitty things in the future. But such is the nature of friendship; you have to take the good with the bad. If you want to be friends with someone, you must expect that at some point, that person will act like a fuck up, and need your forgiveness. Whether or not you grant it is at your discretion, but if I were you, I'd chose to be liberal or you may end up lonely.
The point of this, is to say, basically: get in touch with me! I'm still really nice, and totally accessible. If you can accept that we might not be great loves, but great friends, then I see nothing wrong with getting together. You don't even have to say this was you, and I won't bring it up. Although I am CONSUMED by curiosity, and the idea that I'll never know who this is EATS ME ALIVE, maybe you can tell me about it after it stops feeling too weird.
& If this is Adriana (and the jilted writing style sort of implies it is, as does the reference to us having a child together), what is your deal? It's lame that we live in the same city but do not talk. BUT, as long as you hate me, know that I HATE YOU, TOO. I might have been an asshole to leave the way I did, but there's plenty of blame to go around for the dissolution of our friendship, and I think you're aware of that. But I do miss you, and I think it's weak that you never returned my phone call (which I am fully aware [thank you, Carrie Chadwick] you received). I almost hate you for that alone.
For whatever it's worth, whomever you are, you have my attention (at least for now). This is my contact information: email: katherinemarieharder[at]yahoo.com phone: 210-257-6124 The email on my user info page does not work, so don't bother with it.
& I guess that's it. How anticlimactic. I hope this whole endeavor doesn't turn out that way.
Whoever this is, I probably loved you, too, if only as a friend, and I'd probably like to be friends again. Unfortunately for you (or fortunately, depending on who you ask, and if they are an asshole), I am very much attached currently and unavailable for sexiness with you. Chances are, however, that, if we were close, I miss you and would love to have you back in my life.
Whatever I did to wrong you, it probably was wrong, and I most likely regret it. I am painfully aware of my past transgressions, and would probably make it up to you if you'd let me (as long as it doesn't involve monetary compensation [sorry]). I can be the first to admit I have done some really shitty things, and will probably do some more shitty things in the future. But such is the nature of friendship; you have to take the good with the bad. If you want to be friends with someone, you must expect that at some point, that person will act like a fuck up, and need your forgiveness. Whether or not you grant it is at your discretion, but if I were you, I'd chose to be liberal or you may end up lonely.
The point of this, is to say, basically: get in touch with me! I'm still really nice, and totally accessible. If you can accept that we might not be great loves, but great friends, then I see nothing wrong with getting together. You don't even have to say this was you, and I won't bring it up. Although I am CONSUMED by curiosity, and the idea that I'll never know who this is EATS ME ALIVE, maybe you can tell me about it after it stops feeling too weird.
& If this is Adriana (and the jilted writing style sort of implies it is, as does the reference to us having a child together), what is your deal? It's lame that we live in the same city but do not talk. BUT, as long as you hate me, know that I HATE YOU, TOO. I might have been an asshole to leave the way I did, but there's plenty of blame to go around for the dissolution of our friendship, and I think you're aware of that. But I do miss you, and I think it's weak that you never returned my phone call (which I am fully aware [thank you, Carrie Chadwick] you received). I almost hate you for that alone.
For whatever it's worth, whomever you are, you have my attention (at least for now). This is my contact information:
email: katherinemarieharder[at]yahoo.com
phone: 210-257-6124
The email on my user info page does not work, so don't bother with it.
& I guess that's it. How anticlimactic. I hope this whole endeavor doesn't turn out that way.
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