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is there something wrong with me?
or is it them?
why do guys always want what they can't have?
why am i always the friend and never the girlfriend?
people have told me i'm too picky...but i just know what i want and i shouldn't have to settle.
i'm so afraid.
not of being alone i guess but of losing somebody that's important to me.
i just don't know what i'm doing wrong.
am i not pretty enough? smart enough? funny enough? loose enough?
what is it?
am i too fat? too quiet? too emotional?
i don't know.
i just want a guy...just one...to care about me as much as i care about them. three have blown me off this year... i don't know if it was the timing...or me...or something else.
i know i'm young. but when you know what you want, you want it right away...or as soon as possible anyway.
i'm tired of the meaningless crap that so many people get their kicks from in college.
i just want to be that special person in SOMEBODY'S life.
what is it about me that isn't good enough?
or is it them?
why do guys always want what they can't have?
why am i always the friend and never the girlfriend?
people have told me i'm too picky...but i just know what i want and i shouldn't have to settle.
i'm so afraid.
not of being alone i guess but of losing somebody that's important to me.
i just don't know what i'm doing wrong.
am i not pretty enough? smart enough? funny enough? loose enough?
what is it?
am i too fat? too quiet? too emotional?
i don't know.
i just want a guy...just one...to care about me as much as i care about them. three have blown me off this year... i don't know if it was the timing...or me...or something else.
i know i'm young. but when you know what you want, you want it right away...or as soon as possible anyway.
i'm tired of the meaningless crap that so many people get their kicks from in college.
i just want to be that special person in SOMEBODY'S life.
what is it about me that isn't good enough?