Attention: This LJ will be Closed...
For the next 3 days or so, as the owner will be busy readin Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. This and my friends-only entry immediately after this will be the last entries I'll be working on until I dive into Book 6.
EDIT: HOLY FUCK.
Somebody on my yahoo friendslist just sent me the following msgs this morning repeatedly:
Message 1:
Rocking back and forth, thoughts of death and liberation run through my mind. Self destructiveness taking control, no way can I stop it. Don't know how to stop it, don't know if I want to stop it. Right hand's been twitching, been going crazy over the last few hours, thoughts of beating myself, putting myself through pain flood my mind like an open wound. Don't know how to stop it. Don't know why its happening. This may be the only sanity I have left. Right hand still twitching...I may have finally snapped. They all laughed and joked about the day that I would, maybe that day is finally here. all the bs that's been surrounding my life may have finally been too much for my small brain. don't konw where this will lead, I can only imagine it will lead to worse things...................
Message 2
I cannot take it anymore, I do not know when I will return, if at all.....goodbye.....
And I just read them... and now I'm scared... He's not replying to my yms... Damnit, did somebody just kill theirself today?
EDIT: HOLY FUCK.
Somebody on my yahoo friendslist just sent me the following msgs this morning repeatedly:
Message 1:
Rocking back and forth, thoughts of death and liberation run through my mind. Self destructiveness taking control, no way can I stop it. Don't know how to stop it, don't know if I want to stop it. Right hand's been twitching, been going crazy over the last few hours, thoughts of beating myself, putting myself through pain flood my mind like an open wound. Don't know how to stop it. Don't know why its happening. This may be the only sanity I have left. Right hand still twitching...I may have finally snapped. They all laughed and joked about the day that I would, maybe that day is finally here. all the bs that's been surrounding my life may have finally been too much for my small brain. don't konw where this will lead, I can only imagine it will lead to worse things...................
Message 2
I cannot take it anymore, I do not know when I will return, if at all.....goodbye.....
And I just read them... and now I'm scared... He's not replying to my yms... Damnit, did somebody just kill theirself today?