This Time Its Personal
Some people probably think I'm completely incapable of opening up. Can't say I've haven't thought the same either. Its possible to get halfway there though. I wish I would have acted on impulse during many occasions, even if it would have gotten me in trouble. I wish I could have kissed you, even if you would have stabbed me in the face for doing so. I wish I would have never met the other person...I should have realized she was scary when she just randomly hugged me even though I didn't know her. I put too much faith in another and she killed my hopes. One doesn't like me, another never cared to know me. One liked me so much that she doesn't know if she can stand me now. Love isn't a pretty thing sometimes. The beautiful thing about this, I could show it to each one I was talking about, and none of them would know which is which. Theres a few more, but it doesnt really matter. I covered the major ones. This is going to be a cold winter. I think I'm going to stay under the covers alot, even though I like that kind of weather. I hope all you stay warm with your wonderful boyfriends that you have now.