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Sitting here eating breakfast on my day off. It would be nice if I could have a peaceful quiet day but no. Get up in the morning first off... Oh my gosh the radio is blasting and dad won't shut up...anyways. My girlfriend wants a laptop bc her current one is bein hogged by her job. So I'm like "well I had planned to get u a ring n sum stuff for Christmas but since u need a laptop I could get u that but that'll be the only thing u get. The initial plan was to do a seven gift Hannukah thing like last year. But pc's cost into the 500 and up range and she wants something that she can do low end gaming on. So I'm like that'll be it then. Which is evidently a problem now this morning but not last night. Because me getting a laptop for her is taking the non committal way out bc it's not a ring...wtf. If I got the ring it's cus u wanted a ring, oh and evidently promise rings r stuff kids do when they're 12. What kid buys a ring for another kid what kid can afford that. So I'm like, u smoke n I'm not getting engaged to a smoker. Of my five pillars I want a woman to have she has one. We share the same religious beliefs. She doesn't have any plans for college, she smokes, has bad decision making tendencies, and us is with money.
So eventually this ring could be a engagement ring by not right now. So she says I'm afraid of commitment when the truth is I'm not feeling like committing to something I disagree with. But evidently me not being committing is us being sinful. Yah I coulda told u premarital sex goes against our religious beliefs. But when we go places n I get a hotel room with two beds she complains. If I'm like we shouldn't have sex that's a problem. Bc like all people we're wishy washy. So whatever. Just more of the same bs.
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