I'm screwed?
I'm scared that I may have something that will effect me for the rest of my life:( I need to wait a few more weeks before I can be tested, but I'm going to get tested. If I have it, I'm not going to seek treatment. Also I'll have to look at other options that are open to me for work because sticking with what I am aiming for now may put others and myself at great risk. That's all for now...I'm so fricking scared I feel very sick.