123 Steps [voice] [English]
I slept the whole night and half the day away. But I guess I needed it! It sure feels good to have my speed back and to not have to kick anymore of those kamikaze dudes. Heheh. But what's everybody all upset about now? I mean, those goons are gone now, right?
[Private to Himself, hackable due to Event]
I always knew Mona had a crush on someone else. She talked about that dude even before he came here. She's even older than me, but, I'm still feeling kinda bummed. It's not really my style to talk about these things, but I feel if I at least record it, I can get it out of my system and just keep on going with my life.
I was there for Mona a lot. She used to be so hard on herself for not being human. I think if it weren't for me and the friends she made here, she'd still think she were ugly... But I still see her as one of the prettiest girls out there. Love isn't my forte, so I don't know if acting on it is a good idea or not. But I guess I was so indecisive that I let the tortoise beat me to the finish line.
Or ninja turtle, I guess. As soon as he arrived, I had a feeling I wouldn't stand a chance anymore... Especially the way Mona saw him and talked about him. Now they're closer than ever... they're dating. I don't think Mona knows about the feelings I have for her. She'd probably think that it's totally uncool and that I'm trying to guilt her or something... But I'd never do that to her. I've known her as long as I've been in Discedo- That's like... six and a half months or so. ...And how long has she known Raph?
I guess I am jealous. I don't get that way often, unless it's about a challenge in skills or something. But love? That's the kind of stuff Amy's crazy about, and I sure don't wanna start toting a huge pink hammer and thwopping every dude that hits on the girl I like. I'm not like that, and I'm GLAD I'm not.
But it's not going away. I don't usually listen in on the conversations taking place on other frequencies, but I did a few times when Mona and Raph were chattin'. I kinda wish I never did, but I don't wanna get all hooked up to the past. I don't wanna lose who I am because of some pseudo break-up issues.
When Raph kicked the bucket, I wished I wasn't with Shadow, Tir, Zoro and Luffy. I wished I was at Mona's side, comforting her, making sure she wasn't alone. I really wished I didn't have to help save the city at that moment... 'cause she was in a bad way and if you lose the one you love, you shouldn't have to face it alone. As soon as Raph picked up the bucket, I practically ordered him to get to Mona and not leave her side.
But to be honest, a part of me didn't want to say that. This jealousy thing sucks. 'Cause I know it doesn't sound that way, but.. both Mona and Raphael are my friends. And I don't wanna lose either of them. I'm so bummed out for feeling like this, 'cause I really hate it when I'm afraid of something. But, I'm afraid that if I tell them the truth... if I tell Mona that I care for her like this...
[a long, soft yet heavy sigh] She'd stop being my friend. ... Sally's my friend, but I only just met her, really. I don't think I should ever get THAT close with another person. I mean... me and Elise were best friends and I couldn't save her from that explosion.
... Geez, now I'm just being depressing. I'm just gonna forget all this- At least I don't have to listen to it again. Sonic, get ahold of yourself, set your watch ahead a few hours so you don't get stuck in the past! You totally know what hedgehog you DON'T wanna be just like!
[ooc: bawwww. :( I was supposed to post this at around 8am but I failed and forgot. So now it looks like I'm just hoppin' on the bandwagon instead of bein' one of the ones pulling it. bawww. Anyway, feel free to pester his BAWWW LOVE TROUBLES BAWWW.]
[Private to Himself, hackable due to Event]
I always knew Mona had a crush on someone else. She talked about that dude even before he came here. She's even older than me, but, I'm still feeling kinda bummed. It's not really my style to talk about these things, but I feel if I at least record it, I can get it out of my system and just keep on going with my life.
I was there for Mona a lot. She used to be so hard on herself for not being human. I think if it weren't for me and the friends she made here, she'd still think she were ugly... But I still see her as one of the prettiest girls out there. Love isn't my forte, so I don't know if acting on it is a good idea or not. But I guess I was so indecisive that I let the tortoise beat me to the finish line.
Or ninja turtle, I guess. As soon as he arrived, I had a feeling I wouldn't stand a chance anymore... Especially the way Mona saw him and talked about him. Now they're closer than ever... they're dating. I don't think Mona knows about the feelings I have for her. She'd probably think that it's totally uncool and that I'm trying to guilt her or something... But I'd never do that to her. I've known her as long as I've been in Discedo- That's like... six and a half months or so. ...And how long has she known Raph?
I guess I am jealous. I don't get that way often, unless it's about a challenge in skills or something. But love? That's the kind of stuff Amy's crazy about, and I sure don't wanna start toting a huge pink hammer and thwopping every dude that hits on the girl I like. I'm not like that, and I'm GLAD I'm not.
But it's not going away. I don't usually listen in on the conversations taking place on other frequencies, but I did a few times when Mona and Raph were chattin'. I kinda wish I never did, but I don't wanna get all hooked up to the past. I don't wanna lose who I am because of some pseudo break-up issues.
When Raph kicked the bucket, I wished I wasn't with Shadow, Tir, Zoro and Luffy. I wished I was at Mona's side, comforting her, making sure she wasn't alone. I really wished I didn't have to help save the city at that moment... 'cause she was in a bad way and if you lose the one you love, you shouldn't have to face it alone. As soon as Raph picked up the bucket, I practically ordered him to get to Mona and not leave her side.
But to be honest, a part of me didn't want to say that. This jealousy thing sucks. 'Cause I know it doesn't sound that way, but.. both Mona and Raphael are my friends. And I don't wanna lose either of them. I'm so bummed out for feeling like this, 'cause I really hate it when I'm afraid of something. But, I'm afraid that if I tell them the truth... if I tell Mona that I care for her like this...
[a long, soft yet heavy sigh] She'd stop being my friend. ... Sally's my friend, but I only just met her, really. I don't think I should ever get THAT close with another person. I mean... me and Elise were best friends and I couldn't save her from that explosion.
... Geez, now I'm just being depressing. I'm just gonna forget all this- At least I don't have to listen to it again. Sonic, get ahold of yourself, set your watch ahead a few hours so you don't get stuck in the past! You totally know what hedgehog you DON'T wanna be just like!
[ooc: bawwww. :( I was supposed to post this at around 8am but I failed and forgot. So now it looks like I'm just hoppin' on the bandwagon instead of bein' one of the ones pulling it. bawww. Anyway, feel free to pester his BAWWW LOVE TROUBLES BAWWW.]