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[the_blue_star]

UGHHHHH!!!!

how long is this going to go on for?!!!

i keep meaning to quit him...but then i get confused on how i'm supposed to do that.
i won't forgive him. i can't trust him. so what are we here for?
why do i choose to answer the phone when i do? we keep going in curious, twisted, endless, indecisive circles.
this isn't what love is. if he had love for me, it would show through. He wouldn't have let this happen.
and i've been stupid enough to go through it.

i deserve an explanation. when am i going to get it?
if he loved me, he would at least give me that.

i have so many questions...but he won't stop avoiding the answers.
this is ridiculous.
i am so.....frustrated.