Aug 21, 2010 22:41
I HAVE FOUND MY MOST IMPORTANT PERSON!!!
I am sure of it! Because, even if there was mistletoe, one does not kiss someone who is not their number one most important person! I am unsure how to go about proving myself though. We have already fought (and I won) and we have kissed--it was the most glorious, youthful kiss!!!--but I think because it was my first kiss that he did not like it, so I have to make up for that somehow!
I shall figure something out I am sure!
To be honest, I am slightly confused though. And hurt. Does one normally walk off without saying much after being kissed? I have never kissed anyone, and I always thought, when you find your most important person that you ought to pronounce your love--declare it for all to hear--and shower the object of your affections with as many oaths and compliments and gifts as possible. You are supposed to lay down your life and offer up your heart for only them! I did not get the chance because he left so quickly--I suppose this will give me time to think up a proper speech though! It shall be the most beautiful declaration of love!!!
Still, my sensei did not give me many lessons on this. He said that this was the Ultimate Expression of Youth, and that it would Blossom, and that Love at First Sight was the Ultimate Form of Love... but well, I did not know I loved him right away, and now I am very confused because he left, and that makes me feel very sad.
I wish my sensei were here to help me figure this out. He would give me good advice and help me on my path to Love!
I shall just have to do this myself! No matter what, through hard work and determination Love will prevail! I am sure that because Gaara is my most important person he will accept anything I have to offer! Yosha! I can definitely do this!!!
the ultimate expression of youth,
friends/crew mates,
the springtime of youth!