He's spent the night alone. It's taken some coaxing, Tom hadn't been especially willing, but gentle insistence and he'd given way. Yes, I'm fine. I'm sure I'm fine. You don't need to take the girls, I'm really fine. A night alone in this house, with his daughters, with his ghosts. He doesn't even know how many of them there are now. One more added
(
Read more... )
Comments 125
By the time I can see them in the yard, I'm smiling, trampling through the carpet of flower petals as I make my way over. "Hey, ladies," I say, leaning down to swoop Mack squealing into the air, holding her high over my head while she squirms and kicks her feet. I put her back down and Flo reaches toward me with chubby arms, and I lift her up, same treatment, laughing along with her when I sit her down next to her sister.
Dropping into a crouch next to them, I brush a blade of grass out of Flo's hair and cock my head in Mike's direction. "So, what's your Daddy up to, huh?"
Reply
"Seem like you're in a good mood this morning."
Reply
"I'm okay, yeah," I say with a crooked smile, helpless in the face of his grin. Dropping to my knees, I shuffle over closer to him, reaching out to brush my fingertips over the delicate vine curling up out of the dirt. "You're gardening." It doesn't come out a question, and I'm not as surprised as I feel like I should be.
Reply
"I'm hoping it'll climb over the door."
Reply
Mack looks up and Eden gives her a little wave, her smile uncharacteristically soft.
"I didn't know they were yours."
Reply
"Not just mine," he says. "But yeah, they are. You've met them?"
Reply
Eden squats down in the grass and holds her hand out to Mack. She's surprised how pleased she is when the little girl hauls herself to her feet and toddles towards her, dirty hands and all.
"I met them when Neil was baby-sitting." Which means that Mike is the man who's woman is gone, the mother of his children. You're young, Marcus Kane had said. What have you ever lost.
Eden understands loss, but she doesn't say anything. Sometimes, it's hell to be reminded.
Reply
"They're a handful." His smile fades just a bit, though it doesn't falter. "Especially now."
Reply
Most of the time he didn't know what would suddenly make him forget that he hadn't walked the night watch beat in years, what made him lie awake until he gave in. This time he knew.
He stopped when he saw Pinnochio, hesitating. They hadn't spoken yet, and there was a part of him that wanted to keep it that way 'cause it seemed easier. But seeing the girls there made him change his mind. "Kinda early, don't you think?"
Reply
He shrugs. "I had stuff to do."
Reply
Reply
Reply
It actually made a weird kind of sense, though Chris didn't realize that until after the words were out. Eostre always said she could make things grow and now... well, now Mike was doing it. Sort of. Somehow, Chris doubted he'd have the same kind of success as Eostre always had given that Mike wasn't exactly a god, but the idea was the same.
If nothing else, it was just good to see him outside doing anything at all.
Reply
Reply
Reply
Reply
As it was, when he made it to the World Tree that morning he was still damp from the shower, carrying baby food in bowls and a sandwich for Mike in a napkin. It hadn't been easy to leave him, not even for the span of one night, but Mike had been clear, drawn a line in the sand. Eventually, you learn when to stop pushing.
Tom hesitated, watching Mike work on his knees and then, even then without anything being said, something horrible and petrified began to work itself loose in his chest. Oh, he thought, Oh, does this mean we're moving on?. ( ... )
Reply
He'd asked Tom to leave him alone for a night. But he doesn't think he wants any other nights alone from now on.
He smiles, wide and warm, and pulls his hands out of the earth, dusting them off against each other. "So what're you staring at, dick?"
Reply
"You doing..." He stopped, still almost smiling, and went over to look over Mike's shoulder. "What are you doing, exactly?"
Reply
Reply
Leave a comment