Oct 19, 2007 13:57
Chocolate was supposed to make a girl feel better, it had just made her feel worse. She didn't understand the attraction of eating it whilst feeling thoroughly depressed, ice cream was a happy thing and not to be sullied by silly human emotion. But she had made it anyway, it was the human thing to do and she had sat there eating it. Halfway through her small bowl of banana and chocolate ice cream, she had simply paused eating and instead played with it.
It had been twelve days. Twelve days since she had last heard his voice, since she had kissed him and it had been longer than that since she had told him that she loved him. Even the t-shirt she had stolen no longer smelled like him and simply smelled like dirt and sweat. She missed him. She missed him terribly that it hurt to think, it hurt to sleep and she couldn't stop crying when she was alone.
She loved her friends, her pirates, her Bob but there was a small part of her that just wanted him back. It was a part of her that she couldn't quiet down. "sTupid huManity," Delirium muttered, as she shoved the spoon into her mouth. She hated feeling this way and hated feeling the watchful eye of her ever vigilant doggie, who didn't want her doing anything 'stupid'. Delirium stared at her dog, who was panting heavily in a cool spot of the kitchen. "You caN shut Up tOO."
Delirium licked the spoon, smearing chocolate around her mouth and stood up. Padding softly over, she rescued more ice cream and scooped a small amount into her bowl. Chocolate was supposed to make a girl feel better, she wondered when that would actually kick in and she'd start to feel happy again.
[[Delirium's made some banana and chocolate ice cream. Feel free to come and chat with her/cheer her up in the kitchen. Old faces/New face/ST/LT all welcome!]]
delirium,
brian moser