He'd showered. Twice. Then he'd washed his hands. He didn't feel any better.
Nor had the foul taste faded after he'd washed his mouth out. He could still taste the fiction. The liesThere was a board in the back of his head, now covered with notes. Every single one was a quote from the weekend. What was worse was that the newsroom of his mind had
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It made a small dent in the guilt and dread and self-loathing. Very small. An icepick could probably have done worse to a glaciar.
"I probably look better than I feel," he said, shrugging his shoulder awkwardly. The bruises on his neck - the one that was from the billiard ball Maladicta threw at him, and the one that ... wasn't - itched. "You don't look so good either. Um. You were changed, I take it."
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"Yeah," she muttered. "I'm guessing it wasn't that bad compared to yours though." Although she had woken up from a nightmare about having a tea party with Lord Voldemort and House to the sight of pink chiffon and a friendship bracelet.
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He sat down, putting the tray down to the side, and indicated that she should as well.
Although she could probably stand, if she wanted to; he just didn't trust his legs if he started talking about the weekend in any depth.
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It was somewhat more awkward to come across William. Duo tried not to pull a wince or anything resembling one. That was hard.
"...Uh," he said, slowing a bit. "Yo."
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Right.
He really wasn't sure how to deal with this. At all.
"Um," he said, Not Looking at Duo, but rather studying the tray of mango tarts as if they held the secrets of the universe, or at least the possible secret of Not Feeling Terrible About the Universe.
He couldn't find it. Maybe it had been baked inside one.
"Um," he said again. "Hello."
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"Um," he said, again, then figured oh, fuck, it can't get more awkward, so you may as well just not avoid it, and sighed, looking a little harrassed.
"Look. Okay. Look. Sorry about the whole hand job thing. It was fuckin' weird and awkward as hell and let's just, y'know. It was nothing, so let's let it be nothing. Right?" He hesitated.
"Well. It wasn't awkward as hell. You were actually pretty good at it. But it's awkward now and it doesn't even count because- Hi, crazy. So. Let's bury it. Yeah?"
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"It sounds ... reasonable to me," William said, still not looking at him. Or his hands. "I'm sorry, too. So... yes. Burying it works."
He paused, and then he did look at Duo. "...is Sergeant Perks going to shoot me?"
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"HelloMisterdeWorde. IamheretoissuetoyouaformalappolgyformybehaviorthisweekendwhichIhopeyouwillaccept. TheviewspreviouslyexpressedobviouslydonotreflectmyownandIamterriblysorryifI, er, upsetyouinanyway."
He offers William a piece of paper on which the aforementioned is written in greater detail.
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"Er, right, of course," he said. It was something of a relief to run into Ponder. While he was running into Ponder he wasn't running into any of the people he'd been truly horrible too.
Or ... not horrible to.
"I accept. Um. You were under the influence of ... something. So was I. So, um, I'd like to apologize for my behaviour and words, too. Which do not truly reflect my views and opinions, as well."
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Ponder Stibbons has the distinct look of a man who has lost his faith. In absolutely everything. And so nothing goes without saying.
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