everything is gone
evrything that i had on my ipod is fucking gone. so alot of shit that i had i will probably never have again. my brother reformated melissa's computer for us and the shit was working just fine. times got rough we took it to the pawn shop and ever since the program has not been responding properly to the commands given. i know that it was my fault for disconnecting the mother fucker while i wasn't supposed to but that was the problem in the first place. the program would open and cooperate to the point of pissing me off. meaning that it wouldn't play shit and wouldn't respond to anything that i tried. i should have called curt for advice since he has had an ipod way longer than me and is familiar with alot of the things that goes wrong with it. but i dunno. it seems like i don't ever call him unless something is going wrong.
anyway on the bright side i am going back to school again. melissa is the best thing i got goin. and it is sweet as sweet is allowed to be. i am anxious that we travel more. not a long term type thing but a temporary vacation type deal. i long for it. i miss going to the car for clothes and living on couches of friends and stuff. i like forgeting that i live in monroe. asian people are so weird. they are by far my favorite race. driving records aside, my favorite race.
people in this world freak me the fuck out. life altogether should be something comfortable and not be at all persuasive in nature. but everywhere i look there is nothing but propaganda. listen to this, i am walking along and i see this guy that says, " hey would you like some free water?" yeah of course. then he hands me this flyer that says are you tired of drinking monroe tap water? does dasani not meet your desires? how does eternal thirst quenching water sound?--- now don't get me wrong, i think that if ministering to people is your thing then that is good. but dont try and disguise it behind a bottle of good ol water. i get the symbolism but it was a trick. want some water? its free. --- ok --- oh!! now i gotcha! take the paper! take the paper! anyway i guess i am just cranky. it wasn't so bad .
anyway on the bright side i am going back to school again. melissa is the best thing i got goin. and it is sweet as sweet is allowed to be. i am anxious that we travel more. not a long term type thing but a temporary vacation type deal. i long for it. i miss going to the car for clothes and living on couches of friends and stuff. i like forgeting that i live in monroe. asian people are so weird. they are by far my favorite race. driving records aside, my favorite race.
people in this world freak me the fuck out. life altogether should be something comfortable and not be at all persuasive in nature. but everywhere i look there is nothing but propaganda. listen to this, i am walking along and i see this guy that says, " hey would you like some free water?" yeah of course. then he hands me this flyer that says are you tired of drinking monroe tap water? does dasani not meet your desires? how does eternal thirst quenching water sound?--- now don't get me wrong, i think that if ministering to people is your thing then that is good. but dont try and disguise it behind a bottle of good ol water. i get the symbolism but it was a trick. want some water? its free. --- ok --- oh!! now i gotcha! take the paper! take the paper! anyway i guess i am just cranky. it wasn't so bad .