The sad story of a girl and a boy.
So i'm going insane. i thought i was gonna get money loned to me by my bestfriend but we got into a fight so it's fucked, and now i can't be with the guy i want to be with. everyone keeps saying be patient but I CAN'T neither can he, and you probly thinkin if he's "soo crazy about her" then why doesn't he pay. hmm see if he wasn't broke he would.. and if i wasn't extremely sick i would have a job, but i can't work 4 a month doctors orders!!! =( i'm soo fucking pissed, and i can't relax, too stressed, i WILL find a way!!! I HATE california and the fucking people. and i just need a new life. new start, new everything.. i can't take the tears, no one else is my focus, i dunno why people think they are and lie...
Stop telling me to find a boi in LA, there's no one that will ever amount to the one i'm crazy for.
Stop telling me that i'm gonna get hurt, because that's the last thing he would ever do.
Stop telling me that i don't know what love is, because TRUST me this is love.
If this isn't a TRUE love story then i don't know what IS.
Were both hurting wanting eachother, no one else, and waiting he hasn't been with anyone. i have *guilt*. it's sad that the fact that god would make us meet when he was moving back to michigan. if we can't be away for 2 months then that's telling me we won't be able to stay away from eachother period. and i wil have to make that deicision, which i already have. he's told everyone about me. and i can't wait to meet all the new friends i will have.
He calls me just to say hi even if it's 6 in the morning.
he calls to say he misses me.
He calls to have his friends talk to the gurl he's crazy for.
He calls to say he was thinking of me.
He calls to say he loves me.
He sends me silly pictures, and goofy texts.
He cals me just to sing, and take out his agressions when he wants, and wats bugging him that day.
wut more could a girl ask?
but i no that absence makes the heart grow fonder, and when we see eachother it will be so magical. until that day i can't wait for anything else.
* too much stress, too much bullshit everythings going downhill, and all i want to do is catch a plane and be with you. in your arms all alone, so i can feel right at home, with you.*
Stop telling me to find a boi in LA, there's no one that will ever amount to the one i'm crazy for.
Stop telling me that i'm gonna get hurt, because that's the last thing he would ever do.
Stop telling me that i don't know what love is, because TRUST me this is love.
If this isn't a TRUE love story then i don't know what IS.
Were both hurting wanting eachother, no one else, and waiting he hasn't been with anyone. i have *guilt*. it's sad that the fact that god would make us meet when he was moving back to michigan. if we can't be away for 2 months then that's telling me we won't be able to stay away from eachother period. and i wil have to make that deicision, which i already have. he's told everyone about me. and i can't wait to meet all the new friends i will have.
He calls me just to say hi even if it's 6 in the morning.
he calls to say he misses me.
He calls to have his friends talk to the gurl he's crazy for.
He calls to say he was thinking of me.
He calls to say he loves me.
He sends me silly pictures, and goofy texts.
He cals me just to sing, and take out his agressions when he wants, and wats bugging him that day.
wut more could a girl ask?
but i no that absence makes the heart grow fonder, and when we see eachother it will be so magical. until that day i can't wait for anything else.
* too much stress, too much bullshit everythings going downhill, and all i want to do is catch a plane and be with you. in your arms all alone, so i can feel right at home, with you.*