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man, this week...its been so weird for me. its like...ive been just going thru the motions of being jason. i just kinda realized that ive been thinking way too hard about NOTHING this whole week. have i seemed weird to any of you this week? i feel weird right now. this whole week was like an out of body experience in my body. lol
ive just been thinking a lot latley. about life, and politics, and just stuff. i just wanna like...figure out who i am, and thats what i tried to do this whole week. but its funny, because i made absolutley no progress. oh well.
the other thing ive been thinking about...ive been looking for some way to express myself...but i cant find it. like, i wanna write, and i wanna sing, and dance and pick flowers and frolic through the fields with bunnies and rainbows and smiles. okay, really the only thing i wanna do is write. but i cant think of anything to write about. but i guess that can be related to my other problem. how the hell can i express myself when i dont know who i am?
okay, thats enough being sensitive and deep for now.(if thats what i was). lets move on.
im going to canada in 2 weeks. ms. burgoni has to watch mike and i, and make sure we dont pick up any canadian girls, because if she doesnt....we TOTALLY will. ROFL! but yeah...me and mike and john are rooming and its gonna be a lot of fun. i think i might ask mike if he wants to bring video games, cuz we totally could. although not all hotels have proper tv hook up support...oh well. IM SO EXCITED! i cant wait to get to know all the seniors better, and i cant wait for the chance to get to re-know mallory, and i cant wait to room with the guys, and eat salty vinegar fries with kristen roy, and u cant forget THE CHAPARONES! seriously, ms. burgoni and mr. geoquinta and mr. mckeown (im pretty sure i got it right that time)...theyre all really cool. G's got a tude, and a mustache. ms. burgoni...you all know how much i love her. and then big mack..im gonna make it my goal to pull him out of his shell a little bit. but yeah. i still have to find a date to canadian homecoming. and its still between kristen and mallory. but yeah, DONT WORRY LAUREN!!!
uhhhhhhh glenbard east homecoming is next week. i still dont have the paperwork. but im starting to get sort of excited about it. i hope i get lots of dirty looks. i also hope emily has a great time. cuz seriously, she needs it. i hope i can help her, cuz shes a really cool chick and she doesnt deserve to feel upset like she is all the time. oh emily....
hmmm what else is there......
i really like tool. i guess thats one of the things that led me to question who i am. that and all this political crap. i mean..i know im not a republican...but it seems like if i could vote, id vote for a 3rd party. because seriously, kerry is a weirdo...and bush is just the biggest freakin idiot there ever was. (sorry, its true) but man oh man. i just wish me and katy could run the country, cuz then itd be a good one. i mean...we should make it mandatory for the president to pick a running mate from the other party. i wish people would open up their political minds a little more. but i guess since most of you dont care about politics yet, ill move on.
but i dont think theres anything to move on to. except the end, so...
THE END
ive just been thinking a lot latley. about life, and politics, and just stuff. i just wanna like...figure out who i am, and thats what i tried to do this whole week. but its funny, because i made absolutley no progress. oh well.
the other thing ive been thinking about...ive been looking for some way to express myself...but i cant find it. like, i wanna write, and i wanna sing, and dance and pick flowers and frolic through the fields with bunnies and rainbows and smiles. okay, really the only thing i wanna do is write. but i cant think of anything to write about. but i guess that can be related to my other problem. how the hell can i express myself when i dont know who i am?
okay, thats enough being sensitive and deep for now.(if thats what i was). lets move on.
im going to canada in 2 weeks. ms. burgoni has to watch mike and i, and make sure we dont pick up any canadian girls, because if she doesnt....we TOTALLY will. ROFL! but yeah...me and mike and john are rooming and its gonna be a lot of fun. i think i might ask mike if he wants to bring video games, cuz we totally could. although not all hotels have proper tv hook up support...oh well. IM SO EXCITED! i cant wait to get to know all the seniors better, and i cant wait for the chance to get to re-know mallory, and i cant wait to room with the guys, and eat salty vinegar fries with kristen roy, and u cant forget THE CHAPARONES! seriously, ms. burgoni and mr. geoquinta and mr. mckeown (im pretty sure i got it right that time)...theyre all really cool. G's got a tude, and a mustache. ms. burgoni...you all know how much i love her. and then big mack..im gonna make it my goal to pull him out of his shell a little bit. but yeah. i still have to find a date to canadian homecoming. and its still between kristen and mallory. but yeah, DONT WORRY LAUREN!!!
uhhhhhhh glenbard east homecoming is next week. i still dont have the paperwork. but im starting to get sort of excited about it. i hope i get lots of dirty looks. i also hope emily has a great time. cuz seriously, she needs it. i hope i can help her, cuz shes a really cool chick and she doesnt deserve to feel upset like she is all the time. oh emily....
hmmm what else is there......
i really like tool. i guess thats one of the things that led me to question who i am. that and all this political crap. i mean..i know im not a republican...but it seems like if i could vote, id vote for a 3rd party. because seriously, kerry is a weirdo...and bush is just the biggest freakin idiot there ever was. (sorry, its true) but man oh man. i just wish me and katy could run the country, cuz then itd be a good one. i mean...we should make it mandatory for the president to pick a running mate from the other party. i wish people would open up their political minds a little more. but i guess since most of you dont care about politics yet, ill move on.
but i dont think theres anything to move on to. except the end, so...
THE END