Nov 05, 2004 19:48
wow! geurrilla theatre was alot of fun. but it made me sad. i really miss you guys and i really would love to be part of those preformances. i would love even more to be part of the spring musical. and i would die if i could be part of districts and state. but i can't there's no going back there academic wise. i can't do it. atleast here i can be in my depressive not doing work state not fail anything. i wish i could be part of the drama though. i just can't go back there though. i'm different now. my dad is planning my lesson schedule. as of the new year i am going to four dance classes instead of 11 my dad wants a new voice teacher i don't but i don't have a choice, we are using the extra money from the non dance classes that my dad wants to hire a personal trainer at the y. why? because it's supposed to make my ligaments stronger for dancing. and i'm fat. i'm going to be really busy. oh and then there's wherever i can get acting classes. oh well if i want them or not i don't know or care i'm just going to do it because there's nothing else to do. not very happy is it. i don't care i don't care about much any more. but geurrilla theatre rocked and i'm coming to the next one and ever one i can.