closing night.

[the_big_ham]

so tonight is my last time performing on the canyon stage (except for the chior show that doesnt matter). and it is kinda surreal.

i remember my first audition ever for Anne Frank and how lame it was but i though i was gonna get cast and i obviously didnt. then my first performance ever in the Lottery, which was terrible. and red carnation and all these things that i did as a freshman that i should be terribly embarassed about, but im not. these are the thing that made me what i am today, which i am proud of. i am so nervous for the future, because in the real world i am not gonna be "Paul Hasrouni" anymore, im just gonna be another one of the million who want to be in this buisness. and as much as that scares me it excites me, because i dont have to be the biggest star to ever be (though it would be nice), but i just wanna do what i love, singing and acting and entertaining. thats what matters to me and that is why im not embassed about my little performances because they allowed me to entertain now and to do what i love.

so that didnt make much sense, so go watch annie tonight. its at 7 but get there at 6 30.