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The Angst --
My brother's been sick, but I hear he is better now, so that is good. My dog escaped to day, I hope they find him. :\ That upsets me so much...u_u; I'm worried about him.
And, I find it strange that people can not comprehend that I get mad when I am worried. This is obviously directed at someone specifically. It worries me, it upsets me, it can annoy me all I want, but I can be accept that for a friend. That's right, accept that it is just how you are, and you are not going to change with a few words. But it doesn't make me worry less about attachment there. It is a defense mechanism, I know that. I know it quite well. It just frustrates me when they assume that I am mad or want nothing to do with them anymore. I'm not so stupid to lose a friend over petty issues. Been there -- done that -- done. Here's the thing -- we all have our issues, I do, you do, everyone does. My entirety of friendlist-chan does, some worse than others -- but it isn't an excuse and I never will take it as one. I just hate being as thought of a friend that you only bother when someone is bored -- and wants me to be the one to distract them. I'm not here for that. I even have my limits of just letting someone complain to me.
The Happy --
Laura's coming to visit me in October! ^_^ Yep! And then she's coming to YaoiCon with me, so yay! ^_^ And Caitlin and stuff, too. So joy! I'm looking forward to it. :)))) I heart wifey! X3
My brother's been sick, but I hear he is better now, so that is good. My dog escaped to day, I hope they find him. :\ That upsets me so much...u_u; I'm worried about him.
And, I find it strange that people can not comprehend that I get mad when I am worried. This is obviously directed at someone specifically. It worries me, it upsets me, it can annoy me all I want, but I can be accept that for a friend. That's right, accept that it is just how you are, and you are not going to change with a few words. But it doesn't make me worry less about attachment there. It is a defense mechanism, I know that. I know it quite well. It just frustrates me when they assume that I am mad or want nothing to do with them anymore. I'm not so stupid to lose a friend over petty issues. Been there -- done that -- done. Here's the thing -- we all have our issues, I do, you do, everyone does. My entirety of friendlist-chan does, some worse than others -- but it isn't an excuse and I never will take it as one. I just hate being as thought of a friend that you only bother when someone is bored -- and wants me to be the one to distract them. I'm not here for that. I even have my limits of just letting someone complain to me.
The Happy --
Laura's coming to visit me in October! ^_^ Yep! And then she's coming to YaoiCon with me, so yay! ^_^ And Caitlin and stuff, too. So joy! I'm looking forward to it. :)))) I heart wifey! X3