man its been a while
well im probly the only one awake rightnow at esdras's house. his parents are gone for the weekend so we decided to just hang out for a while. i dont think ima be sleeping anytime soon, seeing as how i woke up at midnight. recently iv been looking for a new place of employment. i dont know how my parents are ganna pay for the bills this month. they took off to Mexico for vaction a lil before xmas and they just got back about 2 days ago. while they were gone there was alot of nothing to do. i was surviving on the lil cash i had and the help of my friend (thank you who helped me out) i got my w-2 in and i should be reciving about 800 doller back. i thought about buying a zune, but so far from what iv seen and heard is that they suck. But im sure ima end up wasting most of it on random crap. i already decided to give atleast 200 to my paretns and 200 for a bank account. so i can finnaly have some cash to fall back on. as for the rest i think ima try to save more and go to Austin with john and some guys for SXSW. Catch all the free and cheep shows. Also im hopefully looking forward to getting hired as a fire watch with ernest's girlfriend making 12 bucks an hour. all i gotta do is take some 3 hour class and im good to go. The thing i worry about when i go to jobs is will i be able to handle the work. I can handle the hours but if its like lifting those fucking pottatos everyday for a long time, fuck that. Also my new years resolution was to stop putting my friends and fun ahead of work and education. i meen i can drink and hangout whenever. i cant find a job everyday. so guys if u wanna hang out and i say i cant u know y. Also me and laura are doing good. Sadly to say she will be leaving to the air force in march the 12th to be exact. She will be gone for 5 month and hopefully be back in time for my b-day. in wich hopefully me,john,walker and whoever else is 21 will join me in a night of bar hopping and lost memory. i honestly and truly do not wanna remember this bday. i told myself that when i tured 20 and i did get drunk but not as bad as i wanted to. im thinking about thowing in about 50 dollers worth of drank just on my own. so whoever is coming be ready. well im going to get back to doing whatever i was doing before this.
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