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So I've been listening to a lot of Death Cab and thinking about life. Some bands just lend themselves to making you think about life when you listen to them. The whole "I'm bleeding, but instead of blood I bleed beautiful, lilting poetry" seems to also lend itself to thinking about life.
I miss a lot of things from last year, and a lot of things from freshman year, but overall life is definetly on the up and up. I have so much more freedom now than I ever did before. Though I'm still frustratingly limited in a lot of respects to my peers, I'm still enjoying the ability to pretty much do what I want to do, when I want to do it.
I have this horrible crush on a girl, and I totally didn't want to admit it either. I tried to pretend that it wasn't real for a while. But guess what? It is. I don't know if this is a good sign or not. It's nice to pine away for someone in some ways. It's a very teenage feeling. Scratch that, it's a very human feeling, and coming from the place of apathy that I normally come from, it's nice to connect like that. Now if I can only move from pining to rejoicing, that would be nice.
Peace. Not as a goodbye, more of a general statement. I like that expression. When people leave... Peace. They mostly seem sincere about it too.
I miss a lot of things from last year, and a lot of things from freshman year, but overall life is definetly on the up and up. I have so much more freedom now than I ever did before. Though I'm still frustratingly limited in a lot of respects to my peers, I'm still enjoying the ability to pretty much do what I want to do, when I want to do it.
I have this horrible crush on a girl, and I totally didn't want to admit it either. I tried to pretend that it wasn't real for a while. But guess what? It is. I don't know if this is a good sign or not. It's nice to pine away for someone in some ways. It's a very teenage feeling. Scratch that, it's a very human feeling, and coming from the place of apathy that I normally come from, it's nice to connect like that. Now if I can only move from pining to rejoicing, that would be nice.
Peace. Not as a goodbye, more of a general statement. I like that expression. When people leave... Peace. They mostly seem sincere about it too.