Bullies

May 19, 2005 20:40

My first memories of school are of being bullied. I was never popular. I was never cool. I was always just some stupid kid, some stupid tool. I was always on the outside. The kids who did this to me-I doubt they even remember. It doesn't matter to them, and it's not exactly something you bring up. From 2nd grade until 8th grade though, my life was ( Read more... )

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iliveinahole May 19 2005, 21:19:07 UTC
We were tight. Tight like onions babe.

I remember all that.
People are shit, and remember someday, they will work below you, and leverage will be obtained.

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the_benbi May 19 2005, 21:25:26 UTC
yeah we were pretty much to cool for school. that was a tight group, that junior high thing

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peregrinewolf May 19 2005, 21:21:55 UTC
i was the loner kid in Jr. High... sat by himself and watched the other kids... i didn't want to hang out with them because, well... they're jr.highers and they suck =P... people didnt mess with me though prob'ly 'cause of my height... but yeah... you ever need a friend... not necissarily to cry on... but to beat up your enemies... talk to me ^-^ i'd gladly fight a stupid LO kid... for you... for the pure amusement that comes from kicking the ass of a bully who doesnt know how to fight... etc...

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the_benbi May 19 2005, 21:25:02 UTC
thank you. there was nothing more satisfying than kicking his ass. hah

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mistenrobed May 20 2005, 00:02:29 UTC
sat by himself and watched the other kids

LIAR! You hung out with Natalie Lindsey's group and I bugged the shit out of you all the time!

You are so full of shit!

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mermer13 May 19 2005, 21:27:20 UTC
RORY?!? what did a teacher do to you?
you can report it..i know, what a lame response, but seriously if a teacher is giving you shit anywhere near the magnitude that you have described in this entry, then they need to be dealt with.

i adore you, and you don't desevere to be treated badly. you deserve much, much better than that, my friend. you are so INCREDIBLE, and it breaks my heart that shitty people make you feel bad. sometimes i hate people.

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the_benbi May 19 2005, 21:30:44 UTC
I flirted with reporting it, but shes gunna be my teacher next you to, and I just dont know. I did write her an email though, so well see how that goes. I just dont know, its all so confusing.

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the_benbi May 19 2005, 21:31:23 UTC
oh and thank you very much for caring, it really, truly means a lot to me, :-)

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mermer13 May 19 2005, 22:19:13 UTC
of course i care, you're my friend now that i learned your name! ha, i thought you were either very friendly or a weirdo when you knew me and i didn't know you -- do you remember that? ah, you probably don't remember and i am left being awkward once again, but anyway, that's not important. seriously, the little that i have gotten to know about you through liz and others tells me that you are an awesome person, and this sort of bad stuff shouldn't happen to you. all i've seen you do is be an amazingly accepting and friendly person and you shouldn't be harassed or treated badly. this sort of thing makes me so angry. i want to help. i want to change things for the people i care about, and sometimes the changes are just beyond my grasp, you know? it's so frustrating to think that someone like you is being treated like shit by people like those hate club boys ( ... )

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gunsnroses May 19 2005, 21:52:16 UTC
Hey man, we've known each other for quite some time now, and I'm going to put this on the table. If ever you need man to back you up in any situation, be it a fight, or harrasment, or anything: I'm always here. We'll bleed, we'll laugh, and we'll cry, but I'll be there to kick any fucker's ass that does shit to you.

"Theres nothing like having your friends show up with lots of guns"- Dwight McArthy, a la Sin City.

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the_benbi May 19 2005, 22:14:44 UTC
haha thank you very much, I'm sure that one day I'll have to hold you to your offer. I don't know about kicking Mrs. Harvesters ass though-for one shes a teacher, and for.. two? I'd feel kind of bad about it.

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the_benbi May 19 2005, 22:46:38 UTC
deifntly didnt mean to give the name up... but meredith already noticed.. shes a smart cookie... so Ill let the comment stand. Wow. Ooops.

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mermer13 May 19 2005, 22:57:34 UTC
you can't slip anything past me...i'm like a blonde hawk.

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max_vd May 19 2005, 21:53:44 UTC
I can't imagine you like that.
But I understand, like when I was in grade school, I was really unpopular. People would pretend I didn't exist or saomething, and I hated the friends I had. But this yea, I've met so many new and cool people that I love. It's so amazing. And now I have an actual date for the first time in my life, with a girl that is so awesome, qwords hardly describe it. If anyone had told me this was how my life was going to turn out a year ago, I never would have believed.
And obviously, you're one of those great people, Rory.

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the_benbi May 19 2005, 22:16:15 UTC
thanks max. Congratulations on your date-thats awesome. It's beenr eally cool getting to know you this year, and seeing just how cool of a guy you really are. Thanks for being you. heh :-)

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