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i wasnt going to let this get the best of me. but if youre gonna write about me in your friends only journal so i cant see it to defend myself, than im gonna do it too.
brandi- i really liked you when i met you. i had finally met someone who understood what its like to not be able to leave your house because of anxiety. and we had some good talks about it and everything. i had a lot of fun at ryans when we first starting hanging out and i felt really accepted there. than for some reason or another, shit changed. i really dont know what happened or who's to blame, but i never felt like any of you wanted me there. you were always saying how much you loved nicki and josh and it was like i didnt even exsist. so i just stopped going over there. yeah i got some new friends, but they're not just some random people that i just wanted to add to my cool list of awesome friends. their people who care about me and people i care about. i honestly dont know what your saying when you say that im ditching my friends who "care", to hang out with these different people. the people i surround myself with are the people who i feel comfertable with and the people who feel comfertable with me. i know who cares about me and i know that thats all that matters. but if you want to continue to be a raging bitch about everything that concerns me, than go ahead. i at least have the decency not to exploit YOUR life all in my journal. i know you deleted what you wrote about me, but thats probably because it wasnt true.
and actually i never called you a burnout. and yeah i have sat my ass in ryans garage/basememnt many a time, but guess what..things get old. now i dont have to do that if i dont feel like it. cause i have my lisence, i have a car, i can do what i want, when i want, with whom i want. its a sweet luxury that im fortunate to have at my age. i guess you just wouldnt understand that.
comments are disabled because this wasn't written to prevoke drama. and brandi if you see this and want to actually say something to ME, rather than just to everyone else in the world, you can talk to me online.
brandi- i really liked you when i met you. i had finally met someone who understood what its like to not be able to leave your house because of anxiety. and we had some good talks about it and everything. i had a lot of fun at ryans when we first starting hanging out and i felt really accepted there. than for some reason or another, shit changed. i really dont know what happened or who's to blame, but i never felt like any of you wanted me there. you were always saying how much you loved nicki and josh and it was like i didnt even exsist. so i just stopped going over there. yeah i got some new friends, but they're not just some random people that i just wanted to add to my cool list of awesome friends. their people who care about me and people i care about. i honestly dont know what your saying when you say that im ditching my friends who "care", to hang out with these different people. the people i surround myself with are the people who i feel comfertable with and the people who feel comfertable with me. i know who cares about me and i know that thats all that matters. but if you want to continue to be a raging bitch about everything that concerns me, than go ahead. i at least have the decency not to exploit YOUR life all in my journal. i know you deleted what you wrote about me, but thats probably because it wasnt true.
and actually i never called you a burnout. and yeah i have sat my ass in ryans garage/basememnt many a time, but guess what..things get old. now i dont have to do that if i dont feel like it. cause i have my lisence, i have a car, i can do what i want, when i want, with whom i want. its a sweet luxury that im fortunate to have at my age. i guess you just wouldnt understand that.
comments are disabled because this wasn't written to prevoke drama. and brandi if you see this and want to actually say something to ME, rather than just to everyone else in the world, you can talk to me online.