grrr...
ok hey lemme tell ya about my day y-terday...ok well I was at my house and I was jus chillin and stuff then I got this phone call from my friend and I was all excited and stuff cuz I would actually be able to talk to her well anywho I answer and she was like have you talked to my bf lately and I was like ya and she was like oh really and I was just like ya? and I told her that I had talked to him that day and she was like oh ok and she was like just today? and I was tellin her no I called him the otha day but I hung up and stuff and so ya she was like well I don't have a prob wit u callin him but how come u didn't tell me and I was like bcuz I haven't talked to u and she was like oh ok well how about when we were on the internet the day b4 and I was like bcuz I didn't talk to him that day I talked to him today and she was like well why didn't u tell me and I was like bcuz I haven't talked to u and I woulda told ya on the day I talked to him and she was asking me all kinder stuff like well how many time have u called him and all this stuff. It was like she was tryna say that I been sneaking around her back and talking to her man and tryna get wit him or sumthin but she was also saying no it is cool tha u call him but y r u tryna get wit him kinder stuff ya know? well anywho I basically told her I thought she knew I talked to him because his number is in my phone and we are friends and stuff but all I wanted to tell her her man is tha last and furthest thing on ma mind plus I only call him when I am bored even though he told me not to call for just that bcuz we are friends and stuff anywho when I do call him the first thing I do is ask if he talked to her especially if I haven't talked to her and stuff. ANd plus the ppl that are on my mind is like ppl that I think I can't "have" and somebody I used to talk to ya know? well basically it just hurt me that she would think that I would go behind her back and try to get with him and stuff so it just made me think how good of a friend does she think I am and stuff but ya I wanna call her and talk to her about this but I don't wanna call and plus if I told her how I felt and that I felt hurt and stuff she might say that I am tryna act like the victim which I really am not I'm just tryna tell her how I feel and stuff. OH ya I also told one of my friend on the net but I told it to her this way wit no names and stuff and she was like mayn she must not trust him then.hmmmm... anywho I write mo lata I am talking to one of my friends from myspace right now!! (he is an uber cutie w/ muscles!! haha!and he is uber nice and stuff!)