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I know, I officially don't update anymore. But this is an unofficial post.
I've been thinking of typing up all of my old journals on my laptop, so it'll be like one long journal, starting from age 8 or something. I think it would be a fun thing to do, because they're so funny, and it's just the kinda thing that I'd like to do, OKAY. First, I have to get my laptop back, after midterms I suppose, after I finish with a 90+ average ? (not), but anyway, supposing I do get it back, that's what I'll do. Math 3207 used to be stressing me out, but now it's not. I'm so good at taking tests in every other subject except this one. I don't know why, probably because I'm intimidated after that first quiz. But anyway, I know all I can know, I figure all I have to do is NOT BE STUPID tomorrow, and I'm in. okay? kay. tonight I mixed up a great big bowl of chocolate pudding (instant), then mixed in a bunch of icing sugar, it was so good. But now my teeth feel disgusing. You know, because they .. are. I can't decide if I like my highlights or not. One day I do, the next I don't. They seem to be growing out already though.. I know it cna't really be true.. but my roots look very noticable. anywaaay. I need a grad dress soon, apparently alot of the dresses are going pretty fast in st johns. so like, shit. oh well. Actually, well. I told myself I'm not picky about my dress but I know I totally will be. my english exam today was alright. well, no, it was terrible and long, but I think I did alright, maybe. I have no idea because I've never had connie mark a midterm before. but maybe. For the personal response section it asked us to write about a personal experience which we learned a lesson from, I wrote about the time my mom told me she had a surprise for me on the way home from school when I was like.. 7. I got all excited and started imagining the things it could be, and we got in the house and she gave me this adorable little minnie mouse purse that I said I like a few weeks ago.. I think it was from the sears catalogue, or avon or something. Anyway.. I was kind of disppointed because I genuinely thought it would be something giant, just because the word surprise will do that to a kids mind. I ended up telling mom I didn't like it, or I thought it would be something better, or something stupid like that, and she got upset at me in the quiet disappointed way and I learned a valuable lesson in sensitivity! /done. I've apologized to mom so many times about that day over the years though. I felt so terrible, even though I was 7. what an asshole kid. anyway, that was the best part of the exam because I got to ramble on about myself.
i'm done with the pointless entry making, now.
I've been thinking of typing up all of my old journals on my laptop, so it'll be like one long journal, starting from age 8 or something. I think it would be a fun thing to do, because they're so funny, and it's just the kinda thing that I'd like to do, OKAY. First, I have to get my laptop back, after midterms I suppose, after I finish with a 90+ average ? (not), but anyway, supposing I do get it back, that's what I'll do. Math 3207 used to be stressing me out, but now it's not. I'm so good at taking tests in every other subject except this one. I don't know why, probably because I'm intimidated after that first quiz. But anyway, I know all I can know, I figure all I have to do is NOT BE STUPID tomorrow, and I'm in. okay? kay. tonight I mixed up a great big bowl of chocolate pudding (instant), then mixed in a bunch of icing sugar, it was so good. But now my teeth feel disgusing. You know, because they .. are. I can't decide if I like my highlights or not. One day I do, the next I don't. They seem to be growing out already though.. I know it cna't really be true.. but my roots look very noticable. anywaaay. I need a grad dress soon, apparently alot of the dresses are going pretty fast in st johns. so like, shit. oh well. Actually, well. I told myself I'm not picky about my dress but I know I totally will be. my english exam today was alright. well, no, it was terrible and long, but I think I did alright, maybe. I have no idea because I've never had connie mark a midterm before. but maybe. For the personal response section it asked us to write about a personal experience which we learned a lesson from, I wrote about the time my mom told me she had a surprise for me on the way home from school when I was like.. 7. I got all excited and started imagining the things it could be, and we got in the house and she gave me this adorable little minnie mouse purse that I said I like a few weeks ago.. I think it was from the sears catalogue, or avon or something. Anyway.. I was kind of disppointed because I genuinely thought it would be something giant, just because the word surprise will do that to a kids mind. I ended up telling mom I didn't like it, or I thought it would be something better, or something stupid like that, and she got upset at me in the quiet disappointed way and I learned a valuable lesson in sensitivity! /done. I've apologized to mom so many times about that day over the years though. I felt so terrible, even though I was 7. what an asshole kid. anyway, that was the best part of the exam because I got to ramble on about myself.
i'm done with the pointless entry making, now.