Jun 06, 2004 19:12
hey all,
blah, im in soo much pain right now....my backs killing me....like it hurts to freaking breathe. i dno what i did either...yeah as usual i know....it just really hurts....maybe it was from sittin still for 2 1/2 hours....i went to go see Harry Potter III with my mom sis freak liam and liams girlfriend...wow was that a way to cheer me up huh....lets watch them be all sickening and try to be all happy at the same time....we freaking had to go to methuen too...could it have been a little worse? atleast the movie was pretty good...i liked it. lol ron is definitely my favorite...then harry...then oliver...even if he wasnt really in this movie. ::sigh:: oh well, i'll get over it.
anyways..... yeah things have been goin about the same...i hate bein single....i absolutely despise it, but theres not a thing i can do about it. you have no idea how badly i wish i could...how badly i could go back in time...re-live the 6th, 7th, and 8th grades...things were sooo much easier back then...my parents didnt hate me, guys actually made sense, i was considered pretty smart...i actually understood most stuff in my classes...i had the 3 best friends before they turned on me....life was so much easier. i'd give almost anything to go back in time to then....but then i would never have met eric and i'd miss him too much...although...i would love that whole advantage of knowing how things turned out so i could change my paths...oh i wish
so....yeah, nothing else has happened....OH! i spent the night at jens last night...lol, sorry jen! it was fun...grrrrr, my mother...grrr.... "no erin, im not having sex with you"....."i wonder what would happen if your mother saw this" lol, good times....
ill write again later i guess...hey, who knows...maybe something interesting will happen
*erin