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Ugh. I feel pretty awful today. I did something to my neck and now moving my head to the right hurts like hell. It’s hot in my office. I’m irritable and annoyed by my lack of progress on what ought to be straightforward tasks. I really dislike working on phones, even if it is just directing calls elsewhere. I’m annoyed that I have to inconvenience my poor roommate to get a reasonable lunch today. I really, really just want to go home and either go back to sleep or start breaking things (mine, of course). Neither of these is an option, and I shouldn’t be tired anyway. I slept for almost 12 hours last night. Yelling at someone who deserves it would be eminently satisfying right now. I’m a bad employee who’s once again got his employers fooled and I’m totally undeserving of the compensation I’m receiving because I’m not actually getting much done, and what I am doing could easily be divided up amongst others who’d do it better and more efficiently anyway.
I really hate being conscious.