the souls of the damned that i have committed to death shall haunt me til i join them.
i'm in an Odd mood. a really odd mood. even odd for me. i'm not going to bother trying to really explain it, but, it feels movie ish. like a part where the main character is filled in on the background sadness that he's been oblivious to for his whole life. or, at least since the beginning of the movie. it's just time for a change of life for me i believe. but, i do fear change. maybe not fear, maybe the sound of it is just annoying. annoying like metal grinding on metal. but, leah does want me out sometime around July. with tristan being off of school and such, she figures he's going need a lot more space than what we've got right now. no matter, i'll probably couch surf for the summer. i can foresee me and ken getting stuck bailing joethe new construction painter's ass out of situations like he's gotten himself into right now. having three weeks to work on a house, and not even getting half of it completed. i wish Weme and ken could have that same kind of lee way. But, meh. i figure i'll rent a storage space somewhere and put all mine and my parents crap that we don't immediately need in there and commandeer a spot back home for a while.
i'm also thinking about changing my departure schedule. to save about a hundred bucks. if i leave in 5ish weeks, instead of 7, i'll pay like $760ish for a ticket, instead of the $850ish. But, i don't get to spend Canada day in Canada's capital like i was planning on. but, meh, i should Really, really be more concerned about this issue. i've got 11hrs banked thus far. i hope, unless my boss deducted a half hour here, half hour there again. prick. if i can manage to go, and am still with kmc after i get back, assuming i come back. i'm going to start bugging them for a raise. it'll have been one year that i've been with them, and still getting no more than a dime. fuckinfuhgetaboutit.
anyways. i'm poor, i'm feeling like i'm in limbo, and, i'm Bored. Perfect timing to finish rambling. i'm only really updating because of the title to this entry. yeah yeah, it sounds a Lot like what Achilles said in Troy. but, ehhh, maybe that's where the inspiration came from, but, my angle is different than the mighty achilles. So, yes..
Carry on soldiers
i'm also thinking about changing my departure schedule. to save about a hundred bucks. if i leave in 5ish weeks, instead of 7, i'll pay like $760ish for a ticket, instead of the $850ish. But, i don't get to spend Canada day in Canada's capital like i was planning on. but, meh, i should Really, really be more concerned about this issue. i've got 11hrs banked thus far. i hope, unless my boss deducted a half hour here, half hour there again. prick. if i can manage to go, and am still with kmc after i get back, assuming i come back. i'm going to start bugging them for a raise. it'll have been one year that i've been with them, and still getting no more than a dime. fuckinfuhgetaboutit.
anyways. i'm poor, i'm feeling like i'm in limbo, and, i'm Bored. Perfect timing to finish rambling. i'm only really updating because of the title to this entry. yeah yeah, it sounds a Lot like what Achilles said in Troy. but, ehhh, maybe that's where the inspiration came from, but, my angle is different than the mighty achilles. So, yes..
Carry on soldiers