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This is going so bad in comparison to how it was going just minutes before i got that phone call from the woman at the apartments saying the apartment i have is the one i'd never seen. And why? why the fuck would this go so well only to stab me in the back? why were my hopes up so high and now i have to fight for something that i thought was already mine? i can't sleep at all.
and one thing i could say is a top reason it hurts to be not in some sort of relationship is the lack of someone to talk to at 5:30 when my head hurts like hell from the crying and i feel nauseas from what warm milk that is supposed to help me fall asleep. milk never goes with Chipotle. that should make you nauseas enough from just reading that.
i want to just go throw up and die for a while and come back to life in the moring with the right apartment
and yeah, no headache.
but of course, it's like i'm asking for the world.
and one thing i could say is a top reason it hurts to be not in some sort of relationship is the lack of someone to talk to at 5:30 when my head hurts like hell from the crying and i feel nauseas from what warm milk that is supposed to help me fall asleep. milk never goes with Chipotle. that should make you nauseas enough from just reading that.
i want to just go throw up and die for a while and come back to life in the moring with the right apartment
and yeah, no headache.
but of course, it's like i'm asking for the world.