i love miss chris crocker. SHE IS SOOOO WISE.

[the_apotheosis]

it's funny because they say that love is the answer to all things and
well, i fell in love with him
and he was my best friend
and that is the biggest no no you can do.
and so in some instances love can ruin things
when you fall in love with your best friend and there is that boundary
this is definitely one of those ruining situations

i feel out of control in this situation, because
that was the person that i turned to
now i have no one to turn to.
and unless i share these thoughts or something
and get it out into the universe
i will go crazy.

this is not for attention
this is solely because i love this person.

and this was a relationship that will go down in my life's history.
this is the relationship that i will always cherish
and that will always mean a lot to me
even to this day

i love you so much,
from the bottom and the top and the middle of my heart.

and the only thing that hurt me more then anything was when
i was told that you didn't want to sleep beside of me
because you thought that i would kiss you

and the reason why it hurt so much,
and even if i know you didn't say that,
the reason why it hurt me so much was because,

i really did want to kiss you.