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ok.. I leave tomorrow... while I will miss a bunch of people, I have to be honest.... I'm ready to go, I dont like this town, I dont like the small town mentality... shit, im sick of other people's drama too
glad to be getting away
I think one thing that causes me to think this is the breakup between Sam and I... should I have seen it comming when it did? I guess, I am rather oblivious at times, I knew we would break up when I left, but I never expected her to lie to me, that hurt, and I get fustrated thinking about it, cause I know she had her reasons for doing it, and part of me understands those reasons... so my anger is more at myself than her for being a push over, I guess trying to be nice always gets you fucked over in the end...
now to stick to my roots as a kid who likes musical theater.. I leave you all with this
So long, farewell, auf Wiedersehen, goodbye
I leave and heave a sigh and say goodbye -- Goodbye!
I'm glad to go, I cannot tell a lie
glad to be getting away
I think one thing that causes me to think this is the breakup between Sam and I... should I have seen it comming when it did? I guess, I am rather oblivious at times, I knew we would break up when I left, but I never expected her to lie to me, that hurt, and I get fustrated thinking about it, cause I know she had her reasons for doing it, and part of me understands those reasons... so my anger is more at myself than her for being a push over, I guess trying to be nice always gets you fucked over in the end...
now to stick to my roots as a kid who likes musical theater.. I leave you all with this
So long, farewell, auf Wiedersehen, goodbye
I leave and heave a sigh and say goodbye -- Goodbye!
I'm glad to go, I cannot tell a lie