You know this is for you.

[the_anticipated]

I'm sorry if I acted like a total * these past days.Okay I had my reasons but whatever.I guess I overreacted.It's so weird.We used to be the closest of friends and now,it's just plain--well,awkwardness.It's weird how people tell me you've changed as well and how there's that part of me that agrees.I don't know.The bigger part of me tells me that beyond all the pointless fighting,there's still that person I became bestfriends with last year.I guess you can say this is so gradeschool but hey,there's no better way to put it : I just really do miss my bestfriend.We keep saying how much we miss each other and how we want things to get better but in the end,it turns out to be the joke I feared it would be.We wouldn' t talk unless needed.Yeah I know.How crappy is that?NEEDED.I wondered what I could to to get you back and here I am on my bed thinking of what exactly it is.

I realized that you've done so much and it's about time for me to do my part.