Loneliness
I have no one to talk to. They're all in bed or just ...away. I have no where to go. The door is locked and nothing's open. I'm utterly abandoned.
Also now one of my "friends" has a hard time believing that I could have any goodness left in me. (I'm reminded of the Akzeriuth scene from Tales of the Abyss) They're really going to hate me for staying up late, but I feel far too depressed at the moment to do anything productive. Those buggers can just hate me! X'(
I'm going to see if I can't make any Akzeriuth-based fanart (and maybe some tea too) before I get tired and go to bed. The lot of them can stuff it for leaving me in the lurch like this! >.<
EDIT: Fuck the tea. The burner had something spilled on it and the alarm went off at 1:00 a.m. I must have been a house elf in a former life. This pain is proof that I'm still living..
Also now one of my "friends" has a hard time believing that I could have any goodness left in me. (I'm reminded of the Akzeriuth scene from Tales of the Abyss) They're really going to hate me for staying up late, but I feel far too depressed at the moment to do anything productive. Those buggers can just hate me! X'(
I'm going to see if I can't make any Akzeriuth-based fanart (and maybe some tea too) before I get tired and go to bed. The lot of them can stuff it for leaving me in the lurch like this! >.<
EDIT: Fuck the tea. The burner had something spilled on it and the alarm went off at 1:00 a.m. I must have been a house elf in a former life. This pain is proof that I'm still living..