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Fuck I hate my birthday.
I hate it so much. I don't like celebrating it.
My friends have practically bullied me into celebrating it somehow, so I'm like FINE, i will have a casual dinner with my close friends. nothing huge.
Now they are all being little bitches and not making the effort to make themselves available. So i'm stuck stressing over trying to find something that will work for everybody.
I just feel like screaming at them "HEY! I DIDN'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING FOR MY STUPID BIRTHDAY IN THE FIRST PLACE SO JUST SIT DOWN AND SHUT THE FUCK UP!!"
the end result is me feeling like shit.
see this? this is why I dont like celebrating my birthday.
I hate it so much. I don't like celebrating it.
My friends have practically bullied me into celebrating it somehow, so I'm like FINE, i will have a casual dinner with my close friends. nothing huge.
Now they are all being little bitches and not making the effort to make themselves available. So i'm stuck stressing over trying to find something that will work for everybody.
I just feel like screaming at them "HEY! I DIDN'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING FOR MY STUPID BIRTHDAY IN THE FIRST PLACE SO JUST SIT DOWN AND SHUT THE FUCK UP!!"
the end result is me feeling like shit.
see this? this is why I dont like celebrating my birthday.