Hey
I don't know why i'm writing this, or who i expect to read it. I just got out of the habit a while ago, and i feel like i should try to pick it up again.
I won't butter things up, i'm not well. I'm in the process of getting well, but there are plenty of bumps on the road and at least a few plummets. The situation is one that i never expected to have to deal with, and it seems like every time i think i'm getting better i lose my way again.
The good news is that at least i'm living and feeling again. For quite a long time, i was just anesthetising myself to all my experiences.
I don't think i can write anymore right now, so i'm sorry if this is all quite cryptic. I promise to consistently update from now on, and hopefully for anyone familiar with the situation, my thoughts and feelings will become more clear. Plenty of evil has already come of people's assumptions, and i won't let that happen again.
I used to finish with stay heavy, but none of you are heavy... i was always the only one who listened to metal.
So take care, i guess.
I won't butter things up, i'm not well. I'm in the process of getting well, but there are plenty of bumps on the road and at least a few plummets. The situation is one that i never expected to have to deal with, and it seems like every time i think i'm getting better i lose my way again.
The good news is that at least i'm living and feeling again. For quite a long time, i was just anesthetising myself to all my experiences.
I don't think i can write anymore right now, so i'm sorry if this is all quite cryptic. I promise to consistently update from now on, and hopefully for anyone familiar with the situation, my thoughts and feelings will become more clear. Plenty of evil has already come of people's assumptions, and i won't let that happen again.
I used to finish with stay heavy, but none of you are heavy... i was always the only one who listened to metal.
So take care, i guess.