Nov 15, 2005 02:17
i totally kept waking myself up last night because i was convinced the pain in my leg was a blood clot that i developed from being in the patch (bc of the 60% more estragen in it compared to The Pill). Yeah, I really need to stop watching the news.
Turns out I was actually successful in lining up my credits so I can graduate on time. I was beginning to doubt my itinerary skills since I've added so many changes to my life plan in the past four years. And to think I swore that I knew exactly what I wanted to do at 18!
I have discovered a love for the Eliot Smith XO album this evening. Oh and I bought the new Fiona Apple.
I've been sleeping too much. Writing papers where I don't know how to improve or meet the demands of my professor because every method I engage in to show that I am taking his feedback seriously has failed...tho I did get a "I see you are trying to improve!" comment on my paper this week (after 8 weeks of writing papers) so maybe that's a good sign.
my family is reigning over Seattle in June to watch me walk in the CHID graduation ceremony even though I techinically won't be done until March 2007 (French requirements for Jackson School).
Have I mentioned I'm pretty set on enlisting in the American Foreign Service? Won't take the test until Autumn 2007, but have already started studying for it. THAT is how serious I am about this!
So in two years, I could be making pretty nice $$, paying off my student loans, and living in the middle of fucking-no-where. It's a chance of a lifetime and I'm super excited! (That's not sarcasm, okay well maybe a little bit but a majority of it was typed with sincere intentions!)
Love life still non-existent. Still making lots of friends. Libido doesn't react to same-old that previously worked for the past three years. Considering that a majority of my friends have always thought it was best to move on from this person, I shall take this as a good sign.
I miss my friends and family back. Looking forward to Christmas. Sending out Xmas cards this year because people send you one back and I HEART MAIL!
OKay. Sleep now. French in morning.