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i could talk about my emotional state right now- which is rather shaky, really- but i'm not going to.
i could talk about that feeling somewhere in the back of my mind that tells me that things are too good, something bad's bound to happen soon. but that'd be boring.
i could talk about buying a lawyer. but i don't like talking about lawyers or politicians.
i could talk about having a great time with laura tonight- laughing and smoking and the usual- or seeing patrick- drinking and quoting glassjaw at each other and having that vague feeling that our friendship is slowly going under- but i don't really want to talk about it for some reason. i have strange feelings in clarksville that i don't care to deal with, just let go.
i could talk about piercings and tattoos but that's just lame. although i should be getting the sexiest tattoo ever sometime this week from this new guy in nashville who seems badass.
instead of talking about my messy life, my crazy fucked up thoughts, my fears that come in ranks and files, my sex life, my beautiful fucked up friends, or my feeling that i have no place in this world, i offer this:
records i got at tower tonight in my valiant attempt to annihilate nearly $3000 in a week
i wanted to get some records with breakbeats, but i didn't know what to look for.
one. ryan adams 'love is hell pts. 1 & 2'
two. nas 'one mic' 12" single (hate all you want, this is one of the most intense songs ever recorded by any artist, i promise.
three. the good life 'album of the year'
four. les savy fav 'knowing how the world works' 7" (this one was actually free courtesy of me)
five. blackalicious 'blazing arrow' (it has 'make you feel that way' and a song with saul williams on it)
six. saddle creek '50'
anybody want to come over and lay around and listen to records?
i've got all the time in the world.
until the sun comes up and i have to start running, i have to fly away...
brandon.
i put on my shoes before we were off the phone and i'm waiting to run out the door right now. don't be by yourself, please. i know it's the last place you want to be but the only place you'll let yourself be. i know you know that i would go anywhere you wanted, but unfortunately i also know that you're not going to ask for a thing right now because there's only one thing you want. i wish i could fix your heart right now...maybe i promise will help to heal? i promise. xo/fyilu.
i could talk about that feeling somewhere in the back of my mind that tells me that things are too good, something bad's bound to happen soon. but that'd be boring.
i could talk about buying a lawyer. but i don't like talking about lawyers or politicians.
i could talk about having a great time with laura tonight- laughing and smoking and the usual- or seeing patrick- drinking and quoting glassjaw at each other and having that vague feeling that our friendship is slowly going under- but i don't really want to talk about it for some reason. i have strange feelings in clarksville that i don't care to deal with, just let go.
i could talk about piercings and tattoos but that's just lame. although i should be getting the sexiest tattoo ever sometime this week from this new guy in nashville who seems badass.
instead of talking about my messy life, my crazy fucked up thoughts, my fears that come in ranks and files, my sex life, my beautiful fucked up friends, or my feeling that i have no place in this world, i offer this:
records i got at tower tonight in my valiant attempt to annihilate nearly $3000 in a week
i wanted to get some records with breakbeats, but i didn't know what to look for.
one. ryan adams 'love is hell pts. 1 & 2'
two. nas 'one mic' 12" single (hate all you want, this is one of the most intense songs ever recorded by any artist, i promise.
three. the good life 'album of the year'
four. les savy fav 'knowing how the world works' 7" (this one was actually free courtesy of me)
five. blackalicious 'blazing arrow' (it has 'make you feel that way' and a song with saul williams on it)
six. saddle creek '50'
anybody want to come over and lay around and listen to records?
i've got all the time in the world.
until the sun comes up and i have to start running, i have to fly away...
brandon.
i put on my shoes before we were off the phone and i'm waiting to run out the door right now. don't be by yourself, please. i know it's the last place you want to be but the only place you'll let yourself be. i know you know that i would go anywhere you wanted, but unfortunately i also know that you're not going to ask for a thing right now because there's only one thing you want. i wish i could fix your heart right now...maybe i promise will help to heal? i promise. xo/fyilu.