she hates the cold that makes me feel alive.

[the_ambulancia]

the words just kept coming and i wanted to be pissed off and indignant, but the sad sinking feeling in my stomach was that they were all true, all those things i never wanted to believe about us.
i am not what you want because i just don't have it in my to play games in the name of keeping you interested.
and i could never hurt you on purpose, could never even try to not care about you with every second that i've got.
nobody said this was easy.
just stop right now if you feel that way.
i'm just waiting for the news.
the television will break the news, i'm sure.
she always knew so much more about what was going on than me.
i'm sure she saw it all long before i had a clue what we were really dealing with.
i hate to be the one to tell you this, but...
just a messenger bird's song.
just shake your head if the plans have changed.
i guess it's all my fault for ___ ______ ___ _____ __ ____ _____ _ ___ _____.
but i want it to be easy, so...
brandon.