i'm thinking maybe
disregard that last post.
i've just been a big stress recently.
yes just one big stress in entirety just, GRAR.
anyway.
i had a thought.
i'm thinking that maybe i should take this super-massive amount of freetime i have and try to express myself or something. learn something. i don't know.
i bought this cute ass little 25 key Alesis MIDI controller keyboard a few weeks ago, and even longer before that i bought another Alesis, the controlpad, which is this big rubber square divided into 8 smaller squares and each of them can be assigned a different sound, though i've mostly only used it in Ableton Live, and i'm not THAT much of a fan of Ableton but the drums are cool and easy to figure out for that matter which is good. i used it a bit in Reason but that was blah, the drums are stupid on reason. anyway if you hadn't ALREADY gathered enough, the controlpad is pretty much a drum thing. it's super fun to play on. then again so is the latter controller. i just sit around most days trying to figure out how to play songs because i don't know how to actually play the piano. but most importantly, i seriously need full version of Reason and torrents just plain hate me.
but i mean, i have this equipement just lying around, not being put to any use, and i'm like what the hell?
maybe i should use my aforementioned free time to utilize it. i would like to but i haven't a shred of any creativity. i used to be really creative when i was kid but it was like, getting older it was just more and more of, nothing, which is sort've sad. but better yet, maybe i could seclude myself even more and try to tap back into that instead of sitting around like i do now.
i'm also pretty sure i'm dropping out. as of now thats the consensus of the situation.
that and my mother said my multi-millionare greedy ass grandfather would probably buy me a car,
which i suppose doesn't make him all that greedy, but hey, who would turn down a free car?
or atleast, it's free from my p.o.v. obviously.
i want a hairless cat.
i've just been a big stress recently.
yes just one big stress in entirety just, GRAR.
anyway.
i had a thought.
i'm thinking that maybe i should take this super-massive amount of freetime i have and try to express myself or something. learn something. i don't know.
i bought this cute ass little 25 key Alesis MIDI controller keyboard a few weeks ago, and even longer before that i bought another Alesis, the controlpad, which is this big rubber square divided into 8 smaller squares and each of them can be assigned a different sound, though i've mostly only used it in Ableton Live, and i'm not THAT much of a fan of Ableton but the drums are cool and easy to figure out for that matter which is good. i used it a bit in Reason but that was blah, the drums are stupid on reason. anyway if you hadn't ALREADY gathered enough, the controlpad is pretty much a drum thing. it's super fun to play on. then again so is the latter controller. i just sit around most days trying to figure out how to play songs because i don't know how to actually play the piano. but most importantly, i seriously need full version of Reason and torrents just plain hate me.
but i mean, i have this equipement just lying around, not being put to any use, and i'm like what the hell?
maybe i should use my aforementioned free time to utilize it. i would like to but i haven't a shred of any creativity. i used to be really creative when i was kid but it was like, getting older it was just more and more of, nothing, which is sort've sad. but better yet, maybe i could seclude myself even more and try to tap back into that instead of sitting around like i do now.
i'm also pretty sure i'm dropping out. as of now thats the consensus of the situation.
that and my mother said my multi-millionare greedy ass grandfather would probably buy me a car,
which i suppose doesn't make him all that greedy, but hey, who would turn down a free car?
or atleast, it's free from my p.o.v. obviously.
i want a hairless cat.