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livejournal it has been a while :)
but my life is the same thing everyday so i suppose it doesn't make much difference.
i saw riki and karli on thursday for the first time since december. riki's hair had grown probably 3 inches longer and it was all straight and in his face. and he had glasses again. he looked really cute for once in a long time. we didn't do much, met up with some other people and i saw gabe for the first time ALSO since december, but he was pretty stoned and didn't talk much. smoked a lot of ciggarettes, that was about it. and i told my story about how my cat told me she was chuck palahniuk one time and so on. then we left and tried to find something else to do, but to no avail we decided to just go to walmart. you would be really suprised about how much hannah montana is in the world. its sort've scary. i bet she'll be wealthier than oprah by the time shes 20. crazy. but that was that. then last night, as far as i knew there was a party at rikis. karli mentioned it to me friday but we were cut off in conversation by something at the time. but i asked him about it during the day via intarwebz and he pretty much brushed it off and i could tell that i wasn't really wanted at this little get together, which just furthers my opinions on me being a complete social leper. i really don't understand why that is, but it is. everyone who gets to know me after a while just brushes me off later. i think honestly that a lot of people become 'friends' with me just so they can say "yea we're friends". i mean i know that sounds weird but i think they do. it also just furthers my feelings towards going back to kansas city for the summer. so whatever.
on a lighter note i was rally suprised to have just found out about this really good electro/disco type group on myspace who are actually FROM kansas city. that just blows my mind. i really like them. they're called SSION. apparently they did a music video for tilly and the wall i think? i'm not sure because i really dont like tilly and the wall. don't you absolutely hate that? like for me, bands like Tilly and the Wall and CocoRosie. two bands i hear a LOT about from people who like the same things i like for the most part, so i go to check out Tilly and CocoRosie and i hate them both. just, weird. other than that i just came into an immense amount of cocteau twin albums and eps and singles and pretty much everything. so i've listened to them insanely of course.
highlight of my week; i burned my lip on a pizza roll. i mean BURNED. please people watch out for pizza rolls they're really dangerous. but i'm okay now.
p.s. i just remembered something i thought was post worthy.
its a shear example of how boring my life is now.
i was on 4chan last night and somebody posted about going into a teen chat for fun, so of course i did. in doing so i pretended to be a 15 year old hot latina girl from LA and plenty of boys just ate that shit up. can you believe that? i haven't been in a relationship for over 2 years, but when i'm a young hot latin girl the boys just flock! bullshit!
but anyway, i was in there for a while getting older creepy men into creepy positions,
telling them i was Chris Hansen from Dateline NBC, things like that. it got pretty
intense but for hilarity's sake it was deffinitely worth it.
hahaha, jesus what am i 13?
but my life is the same thing everyday so i suppose it doesn't make much difference.
i saw riki and karli on thursday for the first time since december. riki's hair had grown probably 3 inches longer and it was all straight and in his face. and he had glasses again. he looked really cute for once in a long time. we didn't do much, met up with some other people and i saw gabe for the first time ALSO since december, but he was pretty stoned and didn't talk much. smoked a lot of ciggarettes, that was about it. and i told my story about how my cat told me she was chuck palahniuk one time and so on. then we left and tried to find something else to do, but to no avail we decided to just go to walmart. you would be really suprised about how much hannah montana is in the world. its sort've scary. i bet she'll be wealthier than oprah by the time shes 20. crazy. but that was that. then last night, as far as i knew there was a party at rikis. karli mentioned it to me friday but we were cut off in conversation by something at the time. but i asked him about it during the day via intarwebz and he pretty much brushed it off and i could tell that i wasn't really wanted at this little get together, which just furthers my opinions on me being a complete social leper. i really don't understand why that is, but it is. everyone who gets to know me after a while just brushes me off later. i think honestly that a lot of people become 'friends' with me just so they can say "yea we're friends". i mean i know that sounds weird but i think they do. it also just furthers my feelings towards going back to kansas city for the summer. so whatever.
on a lighter note i was rally suprised to have just found out about this really good electro/disco type group on myspace who are actually FROM kansas city. that just blows my mind. i really like them. they're called SSION. apparently they did a music video for tilly and the wall i think? i'm not sure because i really dont like tilly and the wall. don't you absolutely hate that? like for me, bands like Tilly and the Wall and CocoRosie. two bands i hear a LOT about from people who like the same things i like for the most part, so i go to check out Tilly and CocoRosie and i hate them both. just, weird. other than that i just came into an immense amount of cocteau twin albums and eps and singles and pretty much everything. so i've listened to them insanely of course.
highlight of my week; i burned my lip on a pizza roll. i mean BURNED. please people watch out for pizza rolls they're really dangerous. but i'm okay now.
p.s. i just remembered something i thought was post worthy.
its a shear example of how boring my life is now.
i was on 4chan last night and somebody posted about going into a teen chat for fun, so of course i did. in doing so i pretended to be a 15 year old hot latina girl from LA and plenty of boys just ate that shit up. can you believe that? i haven't been in a relationship for over 2 years, but when i'm a young hot latin girl the boys just flock! bullshit!
but anyway, i was in there for a while getting older creepy men into creepy positions,
telling them i was Chris Hansen from Dateline NBC, things like that. it got pretty
intense but for hilarity's sake it was deffinitely worth it.
hahaha, jesus what am i 13?