I had to go see about a girl

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 I often look at movies or tv and compare myself.  I think ive always done this its helped me relize what i need to do in life sometimes, its made me who i am.  I just finished up watching goodwill hunting again, kinda realized alittle about myself.  I dont care about what my job is in life i mean money would be nice but just living happy doing what makes me happy(other then a job) with the people i love is fine.  Which gets me to what i wanna do, honestly i wish i could just grab a plan ticket and hed to croatia.  Get some stupid job that pays the bill and live like how i want to.  Plus i would be within two hours of all the amazing places ive wanted to see throughout life.  school is such a hassle i just missed a bunch of classes. maybe its my way of dealing with the sign for the house for sale going up. its depressing.

i keep just waiting for summer. i gotta make some changes in life. and maybe use this summer to relize what i should do about everything.  i have a feeling its gonna be life changes for the good and the bad...